It difficult be dyspraxia can't do anything I want at movements mum said No to Planuk I want sponsor child another child with Stand by me and Plan uk but mum said No. " Stay with Compassionuk but noughting with promble on Internet because Tablet don't work with these charity's because got have mobie phone today to work but because of scarm I got use stupid monkey phone and lost my independence because of mum. So don't know what do but feeling not working because mum won't let me volunteer anywhere can't volunteer because can't have mum awners you and upset at movent because feel mum don't listern I want dogs and cats adopt them and I thinking this isn't is work at movements all mum want going on holiday I feeling need move away from mum she can be alone but my promble don't want be in Stafford anymore lost faith in Stafford at movent need move to support living but can't do that because haven't got confidence use cook anymore."
I use whitshire Farm microwave meal at movements but keep mooding at mum that two £5 voucher will expire soon.
I received few things for Christmas and got Airfly still working how to use at movent so far it only bacon 🥓 and Jacket potatoes 🥔.
I do want make Cup cakes but can't find cup cake machine or bread machine at movent cat shed ,Snug,Buckingham place Summer house all got mum furniture in.
I feel God say to me you must sponder another child and cats,and dogs." " I feel want going Esschell Charile cat cafe it stupid the buses are one hour from Stafford to Esschell but I was going to Rising Brook cafe do Art crouse with Stafford 3UA but took off afternoon public buses off in afternoon till 4.00pm so put school buses on take off public buses off in afternoon and no buses on Sunday I can use bus pass if public buses not running because of School buses This why crouse do online but mum said No to zoom so don't how email back Coelicuk,Dyspraxia foundation sorry can't be volunteer and mum too busy.
Just need be with Animals at movements only way more to Esschell that where I feeling should go next?
If move to Esschell won't be able going community church in Stafford church it bit clap community church.
So pray ask what do God want from Me? In meantime I want sponsor child but I don't know how do?
I love going Lower Drayton Farm Care part in Penkridge but got have break lovely meeting Penkridge, Cannock group but Cannock group keep saying ever week " Do you do shopping? " " Why not?" So have say because mum does it I cash girl and if going Penkridge Market with £60 cash some price going up for clothes going on holiday go up and lurch money is half jacket potatoes with other half jacket potatoes 🥔 with mum with cheese and beans." Still keep asking why don't have do shopping online and going shops so said because Gluten free food too expensive don't have money buy mum favourite cabery sauce and or Gluten free bread coming up with £10 going to £12 I have put Gluten free bread back because if don't get mum cabery sauce or if buy Gluten free bread no cabery sauce " Oh Gluten free food too expensive only wish could have cabery sauce with these sausage " mum mooding buy Gluten free food so mum does shopping because sick of bring cash at supermarket and Penkridge Market isn't enough because price gone up when do gluten free food change £1 more and can't use there cafe in supermarkets anymore.
So have tell Lower dryton Farm Care part at sponsor a child in Ethiopia 🇪🇹 with Compassionuk. Need saving money for my sponsor child.
It hard because feel Cannock and Penkridge group don't understand me with paid cash it making hard say why don't shopping because paid cash isn't enough when price going up.
