I’m really frustrated, this year I went on a limb and started this process towards getting my dream body. I’ve never liked the fact that I’ve always had a “Wendy Williams” / Capitol P / long back ass body. So I said fuck it 🤷🏾♀️ I’m young and healthy, let’s start this journey of growing out of this ugly duckling role and get this BBL.
For the longest I’ve been following this specific spot in nyc where they were famous for doing 360 bbls. I called them and automatically the first red flag I ignored was the fact that the lady I spoke with was rushing me through the process. I wanted to wait for my mom to get home so that we could go over the contract together but because of the promotion I was getting the lady told me if I didn’t sign the contract and put down a down payment at that time I’d miss out on this promotion (which was a whole lie because the promotion continued throughout the whole summer..).
So I signed up and was told who my surgeon would be and that I will get a schedule for what I need to do before the first pre op appointment. After that phone call, a couple of days later I got my schedule and red flag #2 happened. They switched my surgeon without notifying me but I was chilled about it, I didn’t drag it out because they’re very booked and popular - mistakes happen. Not gonna lie this surgeons portfolio was 10 times better and had me even more excited for the process.
Throughout this time, I’m supposed to be assigned a person who answers any questions I have till my surgery date but red flag #3 she stopped responding after the first day. Very rude, not helpful and then had the nerve to ask me to leave a positive review on their Yelp page 🧐
Before I continue I want to just make it clear that yes by this point I should’ve looked at other places but I’ve seen celebrities and all walks of different body types get their bodies done at this spot and they looked amazing so I just sucked it up and let the “small” things slide because this was my opportunity to get my dream body and finally feel good about how I looked.
A month before my last payment I’m ordering my post op gear and getting the blood work and etc stuff done in preparation for everything. Plastic surgery is expensive but the post op care is what’s really going to milk you dry. Fast forward to a month before my surgery date, my mom finally calmed down and accepted the journey I was heading in and laid off my back about how dangerous plastic surgery especially bbls can be. I prayed on it and asked god “hey if this isn’t the right move show me a sign”. First week went by and no signs so I’m thinking yes this was meant to be.
I kid you not, god showed up and out the following week while I was on YouTube. I was searching through the recommended side which is random according to what you watch and stuff. The forth video down the title read “dr. Insert doctor responsible for death of young girl” and the date was from the weekend that just past. My heart sank to my stomach - this was the doctor that I was assigned to and he legit killed his patient.
So I clicked and watched the video and this girl states her bad experience with this clinic and posted headlines and facts that the doctor was fired from this clinic but MIND YOU NO ONE FROM THIS CLINIC CALLED ME TO INFORM ME ABOUT THE INCIDENT OR THAT MY DOCTOR NO LONGER WORKED THERE.
I was heartbroken. I know that sounds like something so small but this was something that I’ve wanted that I felt would make me feel proud to be in my skin and then 3 weeks before my surgery I find out this information on my own from ducking YouTube out of all places ...
So I made the hardest decision I had to make told my mom/ friends and cancelled my surgery. Again dealing with that process was horrible, they were very rude and denied me a refund after I put 4,000 down.
I keep seeing these girls everywhere getting this surgery and it hurts so much. It’s like the universe keeps trying to make a point that I will never be good enough.













