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i truly believe it’s you. i believe you’re my endgame. there’s just something in my gut that says so… but it’s funny… that gut feeling is the reason i’m going back to therapy. i need to change that way of thinking. we don’t exist in each other’s lives. you’ve stepped into the light and you’re shining bright in the worlds eyes. i’m just another cliché that dreams of a different life far away from the one she’s living. another cliché that dreams of a life with you. traveling and seeing the world for the first time. you taking me to secret little places you discovered when you first travelled. there is absolutely no way that i was put on this world to only stay in this city. no. fucking. way. yes my whole life is here. everyone and everything i’ve ever known but man i’d leave it all in a heart beat and never return if it meant i was able to be free with you.
i don’t know. it’s just good to dream i suppose. everyone has to have an escape… this life i’ve created. this dream. you in general. you’re my escape.
22-june-2021