just realised I never posted my sona sheet for @creative-life-event, BAM!
Intro:
Uxini Flower is an ordinary girl. Yes, she’s an allay, but her colony moved to a human village when she was 2, so she is basically a human at this point.
Though Uxi loved her home, she always felt empty. She yearned to be more than a forgettable village girl, to be someone worth remembering, to be noticed.
But her family was too protective, they never let her leave the village on her own, so... Uxini discovered another method to cure her boredom.
Stories
Somehow humans found a way to turn their ordinary world into something magnificent. With the stories they told, they had the ability to create new worlds, to breathe life into characters, to sculpt an entire universe brimming with love and personality simply from a stroke of the pen and the endless imagination of their mind.
It was... mesmerising.
There was one story though, that captivated her heart the most. A game of death and life, rich with the joys of a fresh start, the laughter of a budding friendship and the bitter taste of betrayal.
She loved those games so much that it inspired her to create stories of her own. From then on, Uxini began sneaking away from her village, leaving to attend festivals, explore new places and exchange stories with other storytellers like her.
But still, she wasn't happy. She thought the chance of creating stories would fill the hole in her heart, but all it did was make her ache. When faced with the brilliance of everyone else's light, how does a flickering candle like her compare?
Then a realisation struck her.
Maybe she didn't want to create a story.
Maybe she wanted to be a part of it instead.
And when she found a flimsy flyer with the promise of the chance to join in the very games she adores, Uxini took her chance.
But the auditions weren't what they seemed as instead, the watchers bound her to the stage, trapping her there for days on end until they decided on if she should join.
What Uxini didn't know however, was that she was always going to be accepted. Afterall, they've been watching her this entire time. For so long they've been dying to see more of the fragile soul underneath the mask.
Temperamental, unstable, obsessive, insecure, delusional, insensitive, stubborn, needy.
Those with souls as naive as hers can harbor the sweetest of heartbreaks, a love so strong that when it breaks, her pathetic self breaks along with it.
The watchers always wanted her to join, but there was… something stopping them from taking her, from whisking her away from her measly life into this server woven with despair.
Uxini had loved ones.
Friends, family, attachments. DEADWEIGHT
Pathetic squawking creatures, clinging against her legs, chains pulling her to the ground, silencing her every sound, holding her back. They attach themselves to her, insisting her to put on these masks, giving her endless excuses to hide herself, to conceal the raging beast underneath, to obscure her flaws and bloody scars. They made Uxini cling onto these empty, naive fantasies of hope, love, happiness, making her want to…. become someone ‘better’.
The watchers couldn't stand it, so they came up with a solution.
Isolate her. Lure her away. Give her an invitation she could not possibly refuse. Make her vulnerable.
They can steal her from the worthless cage that locked her away for so long. It doesn't matter if they have to wrap her in strings, she already knows what it's like to be bound by chains, at least they never made her pretend that it was a good thing to be held back.
And when her spirit finally breaks, when her will finally subsides, when the pathetic bloom finally wilts away, are they able to let her join.
Volatile souls like her are always so fun to break
