#please be benign

[vaporclan]

Not to be dramatic but the thought of my cat dying makes me want to kill myself cause how will I move on? He's in everything I do. Everywhere I look, there's cat supplies, cat furniture, cat plushies I bought because they looked like him, my phone camera is filled with him,

13 years, we were supposed to have so many more

[egalitarianmagpie]

Didn't really need to have to prep for a cyclone the same week we discovered a bone tumour on pig's leg, but we got him an emergency x-ray and sadly inconclusive needle biopsy before the weather hit, then got through the weather, and the 51 hour power outage, and now pig has an appointment with an oncologist team on Thursday.

[uschi-the-listener]

HP

in my heart

there is a picture 

of the Universe

but only the tiny

thumbnail

of the part

that is my Higher Power

there are other

higher powers

at least higher and

more powerful 

than I am

but the Universe 

that guides me in my

spiral path

that dances me along

through all the

complex figures

of this round and round

this one looks like

mama’s arms

huge and curvy

hugging me

amongst the other

stars

and there is love

and that’s all

because beyond all this

I am a primate

and my monkey brain

sees mama

as imperial

benign

and a source of

spiral guidance

[yawnzo]

So basically, I had a biopsy yesterday at the dermatologist and now I have a few stitches near my ass and they really hurt.