Dec 30, 2025
an inexperienced and clumsy relationship would fix me.
constant asks of "is this okay?" while holding hands , nervous glances at each other during a date , embarrassed mumbles when you hug, bumping noses when u try to kiss ...
#those are just a few examples but auughh#is it strange of me?#i know anything beyond an online relationship would embarrass me to hell#holding hands? gods. im overthinking the whole time because i want to enjoy ur hands but . what if my hands are cold? or sweaty?#long hugs??? i wanna stay there forever but again.. what if u dont like it?#ohhh dont even get me started on being invited to a boys room...#even if its not the first time im there. jfs so embarrassing (/pos) being in that private space#ghrrrrrr#SOMEONE BE AWKWARD AS HELL WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!#i wanna mumble reassurances when he looks just as scared as i am to make contact#and maybe hear him give me the same reassurances...#pleaseeemauuyfh#augh#lets have an embarrassing but genuine relationship.#i need that#💌 pathetic yearns#mlm#gay#queer#lgbtq#pride#greyrose#achillean#yearning#mlm yearning#gay yearning#sfw blog#sfw mlm#sfw gay#trans mlm