this is a reminder to all of my Pre-HRT transfem followers:
If you're being gatekept from receiving your hormones by doctors (and by that I mean you have a wait time longer than a couple of months, MAX), ordering estrogen from the internet is easy, safe and cheap. Picking a proper dosage is extremely well-researched and extremely easy by going on transfemscience.org and checking their dosage guide (and seeing if your hormone levels are within norms after a month or so). Of course, if you can, get within reach of a doctor to monitor your levels with proper guidance, but this if this is not feasible for you, DIY is, in fact, pretty simple to obtain and carry out. You can also reach out after starting DIY - this is a practice that's common enough that any reputable endo will still accept you.
I know ya'll want boobs. Guess what - I wanted boobs too. 3.5 years later, I have a natural C-cup that literally still grows every now and then. I didn't have to go the DIY route, but some of the people in my life did.
Trust me here. Trust me. If you're trans and aren't on HRT, thinking "it won't help that much anyway" - it does.