“it’ll come when you least expect it” but i am always expecting it i am in a constant state of waiting. i have been alone all of my life. is it a crime for me to yearn? is it a crime for me to hope that someone will want me soon? it feels like i’m doing it wrong. i know i’m doing it wrong.
how to i turn it off? i don’t want to be sad all of the time just because i am lonely. i wish i was happy being single i wish i could feel free but i don’t
i feel like i am constantly floating i just want someone to pull me back down.
can it be him please i want it to be him .
or can it at least be someone who likes my smile














