Okay, I think it is time we talk about something very important here -, I saw the hate ask certain OC received and a private ask I got from a fan of the blog, I'm not going to sit and watch...
You don't know us (the muses), you know the character we are doing. You can not judge my person by how I write a Character.
First of all -, you don't know the amount of "Daddy" and "Onii-chan" asks I have already deleted simply because I cringed too hard, you know what I post, not what I delete,
Second of all, I will not act as if Shu is a saint and loveable guy that can be "fixed with love", because he can't. Shu has done a LOT of terrible things in Games that have been exposed on this blog.
His victim-blame is not as bad? He, being pushy, doesn't count as something awful? For me, an extremly vanilla person, even his sadist comments makes me cringe, but guess what? I do it! Why? Because me, writing a sadist vampire doesnt make ME one.
There were Cordelia blogs running wild, doesn't mean the Muse did the same terrible things that Cordelia did. People need to learn to separate fiction and reality. Or are we forgetting about the canon/manga Laito that was encouraging Yui to 'hurt' herself? (S word here) Imagine wanting to make less of it by making Laito fluffy and lovey-dovey.
I am terribly sorry, but this character I write is a Canon one and with its own story to tell; hell, who knows me knows that I'm not a fan of any game past HDB and see them as one big AU. But for the sake of interaction and the fact that many people like MB-forward Shu more, and because Rejet has more power over DL and Shu than I ever will, ofc I act with it being as canon as HDB.
I have deleted so many asks, you can't judge us, muses, by the asks we do post. You don't know us, you don't know me. And I know there are people out there trying to sell me and others as the devil spawn and not worth our community support because of ONE day. If you just recently arrived in my blog, you don't have a saying to know why is my blog "big" or with so many support.
You don't know how many people have I opened my DMs so they could vent and talk, you don't know how many asks have I answered as Shu talking about body positivity, about sex.education, about support or simply about "love yourself". What you know about me, its me letting the fans that found the CD interesting let them come and vent about their knew discovery if so they wish for.
I would, more than happily, take a sit with each and everyone of you in my DMs so we can talk about things and then you can judge me for who I really am, not for who I am acting as.
Does someone knows my opinion on the CD? Someone knows if I liked it? Someone knows which is my favorite Drama CD? No... You all just know Shu does A, B, C, D and that I serve it as it is.
Few are the people that know me and know the AMOUNT OF asks I have deleted because was "too much for me" You came into my blog during a phase you don't like it -, there is an entire blog full of story behind you for you to scroll and see all this blog has done to help others. You only have to find in you courage to, maybe, notice you were not all that correct about judging me for who am I acting as.
If next CD to explode is about Shu playing sports, it will be 24h of me making Shu talk about sports and how to play them. Why? Because it is the character.
I, thank god, am a person that before pointing fingers at people and vomit my personal opinion, I try to reach out for them and talk to them.
I, thank god, have so much maturity to, at least, know there is a person behind a character.
My DMs are always open, for every and anyone, so please... Instead of sending Anon hate to others, or talk about others, feel free to come and, as humans beings, talk to us.
Half trues are still half lies. If you think you can judge me for 24h of scrolling through my blog, or for intwracting with my Character that I RP as, you are deadly wrong...
I invite you all to talk to me. Only us if you want, as civilized humans being. But don't act as if you know me and can judge me for the character I play.
I will have a Sesshoumaru askblog and, guess what? A complete different character with ZERO libido. So? What am I afterall? A Horny with no limits Vampire, or a Zero-Sexual-interest Demon Dog? Which of the extremes am I? Or am I both at same time?
Again... You don't know me, judge me for who I am, not for who I portrait