#pmdd rant

[twisted-tales-told]

Listen I know I’m generally nice & upbeat & like,,,reasonable I guess?? But PMDD weeks im a whole different agender girlie

Like I will fucking fight you if you try to make me do things I don’t want to do

I will sulk in a pit of my own creation for 4 days straight

& then magically it will be over when I get my period & everyone around me is just 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

[twisted-tales-told]

PMDD is just hell, and I don’t think many people understand just how hard it is to exist with it.

Like, I get my period. My moods start to stabilize. After days 4-6 I am completely normal again.

But then day 12-14 happens, and I wake up feeling completely different than I did the day before. And it gets worse, and worse, and worse until I finally get my period.

And I go through this every month of every year until I’m old enough to stop getting my period.

Like yeah of course I’m going fucking crazy I spent 1 week bleeding, one and a half weeks normal and then two weeks miserable and it goes on like I’m a hamster in a wheel

[iam9inwonderland]

day 3 of my period... slowly starting to feel alive again

[iam9inwonderland]

Ah yes… I definitely love to get the most disturbing thoughts known to man during PMDD (sarcasm)

[queerpiratequeen]

I’m terrified of never getting over my social anxiety and staying this way forever.

There’s only so many times I can blame my town or lack of clubs/options before it comes down to the fact that it’s all my fault and I’m messing up my life.