#pmdd posting

[obsessively-radfem]

Cannot believe that there are XYs that are actively insisting they get periods or are trying to get them to justify their "womanhood" (I can believe it, I'm just disgusted)

I've had such severe PMDD since I was 10 that made me try to kill myself at 12 and now I am trying to get my ovaries taken out so that it would finally stop. But yeah, sure, your hrt makes you get a period from your dick. And yeah, sure, getting a period will make you feel more "womanly"

[pseudowho]

Tempted to make a smut event called "Blow Up My Ovaries Before They Blow Up My Ovaries!"

After several years of desperate struggle with PMDD, I have begun chemical menopause aged only 32. At this point, myself and an incredible Gynae team made entirely of women, are viewing this as a lifesaving measure. It will very likely be a prelude to a full hysterectomy, or at least an oophorectomy (removing the ovaries) within the next few years.

My entire time here on Tumblr, and my subsequent absence have been marked by profound, 14-16 day long bouts of depression, anxiety, paranoia, incredibly dark thoughts, dangerous levels of brain fog, physical pain, violent nightmares, and more.

I've started a complex blend of GNRH injections, HRT, vitamins, bone density scans and cardiac health checks. Forcing the menopause this young isn't without risks; but at the moment, every month is a game of Russian roulette.

So by all means, lovely ones; feel free to blow up my ovaries before they blow up my ovaries. If I'm lucky, I might have just suffered the last ovulation I will ever have to experience.

I've been incredibly fortunate and humbled to have had you all in my lives in this incredibly difficult time.

Love you all! 💋

-- Haitch xxx

[lipstickonapiggg]

When I just had a full breakdown because suddenly nothing feels right, pushed away everyone I care about, started questioning what’s wrong with me and why I was fine yesterday and now wanna kms… and then my period app reminds me I’m in my luteal phase..

[wanderluffys]

im being very brave fighting the urge to ask everyone if they secretly hate me Every ten seconds 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[izumis-stage]

crying over dogs being kind to their owners and w ishowspeed edits I AM about to get my period

[ellewantsrevenge]

i sent this to my bff and just said "us during my period"

[dradapaige]

can’t talk rn. uterus is telling me i’ll never be good enough and i should die

[firstfelltofawn]

so last december i had an insanely traumatic double hernia repair. i had nightmares for weeks and i'm still recovering from the (very necessary in my case) procedure. then, in february, i had an impacted AND abscessed wisdom tooth that required immediate surgery. finally, two weeks ago, i went into anaphylaxis and was given an epipen prescription after accidental contact with an allergen. all of that combined with my voice disorder and pmdd has me mentally drained and terrified of my own mortality.

so i thought: why not double it and give it to the next person, but the next person is my lesbian werewolf oc in the horror novel i'm writing? so now she's stuck in american healthcare hell where she can't get proper treatment for her pmdd, let alone trust a doctor not to have her hospitalized against her will if she told them about her lycanthropy symptoms.

sorry in advance to her girlfriend, who will have to bear the emotional weight of all this and more