im exhausted. i hate everyone. the second we got home i got launched into getting super fucking triggered and i have to help him too because he was triggered worse. you ever try to comfort someone while you can't breathe? we were having such a nice fucking day together. why can't we just have nice days? we went to the pool and got food and drove around, it was so nice. and they had to throw a fucking hissy fit over not getting their way and fuck everything up for everyone else. i fucking hate that kid. i'm not even going to try and be ncie about it, i'm sick of them treating me and my partner like shit. fuck them. i'm never doing anything nice for them ever again. i'm done playing daddy to someone who can't take no for an answer and keeps trying to pit me against my fucking partner. i'm still suppressing urges. fuck my life.