i've drenched it all in perspective--
everything in the curling curvature of the earth:
this is artful architecture and there
are angels in the angles, demons in the design
and this is my house, constructed in conscious
conscience in keeping with my morbid sense of
humor haunting every hellishly hilarious hallway--
my mind is my mansion and my mansion is my world
a fanatic fiction i've fashioned to filter fantasy through
reality--because i can't determine which is which and
which witch is witching her way through my heart this time?
doesn't matter, names are just numbers here in nebulous
narcissism: my flowing gray kingdom, where i reign with rain
and yet i can't help but wonder why i never see anyone else
here: for all the clever cloisters and ruminating rooms, i've been
the sole soul. it makes it all flickerr--err--the walls remain unclear.
without someone else's eyes to prove that this place, in some
way, is real, is valid, i can't tell.
because no one else has navigated the maze of my
manic mansion, i don't know if it means anything.
a lonely throne, i suppose, is no throne at all.