Today my forest is dark.
The trees are sad,
and all the butterflies have broken wings.
seen from United States
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from China
seen from China
seen from China

seen from Canada

seen from United States

seen from Germany

seen from France
seen from China

seen from United States

seen from Singapore
seen from Maldives
seen from Germany
seen from United States

seen from Germany
seen from Germany
seen from United States
seen from United States
Today my forest is dark.
The trees are sad,
and all the butterflies have broken wings.
Waking up
Burn the castle round the princess Lay siege to the daydreams Execute your apathy in the square and say hello Your touch is needed and so is your smile There's no place for weakness in a war of the hearts
You can't make me
I don’t wanna go back today
After the sexual harassment
Of yesterday. I want to cut
My hair, dye it all dark, and
Just run far away from it all.
It’s the constant sickening
Cycle of what did I do wrong.
I dealt with it with humor, and
I maybe drank too much.
I had to call them all to keep
Myself from shutting down
Completely and to keep myself
From driving far away from what
Had just happened and then each
Individual harassment and assault
Comes flooding back to me. So I
Know my actions may seem a bit
Drastic, but I can’t handle this
Happening at the frequency this
Has been happening to me.
"Some voices have hands, fingertips, the soft part just under the ears. Some have nails, lips, teeth.”
-Nairy Fstukh, Voices.
"Wounds turn scar tissue turn nerves." -Nairy Fstukh, Six word story.
"The thing about projection is people that love you most often believe you about themselves and live up to your shadow. So, if you’re planning on vomiting some psyche this afternoon eat a little bit of fucking light for breakfast.”
-Nairy Fstukh, The thing.
"People sometimes think I’ve got it all the way together. They don’t know I lived the first part of my life as a wishing well. That I still have pennies lodged in my throat. That I check the scent of everything I make. Make sure it doesn’t stink of copper.”
-Nairy Fstukh, I check.