Edit: Henry Cavill [or any character you desire] POV. That might make it more compelling. 😚
Warnings: No swearing this time, but it still contains 'adult subjects'.
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I press you against me, down upon me.
I lie, looking up at your beautiful, ravenous body as you squirm and shudder in delight.
I cup your breasts and you run your hands up to your neck, collecting your hair, then casting it aside, freeing your neck for a breath of cool air, only to let it fall back in place a few moments later, sticking to your throat once more.
My hands explore your delicate frame, every curve of your physical being.
I want to penetrate you; mind, body and soul, feel you open yourself to me, let me enter you, discover you from the inside and have you come undone before me, above me, hovering like an angel in heavenly bliss.
I want to bask in the glory of your unraveling, I want to be the source of your pleasure.
I want to be the hand that guides you safely to Nirvana, Paradise on Earth, O ethereal being, my beloved.
I want to walk untrodden paths with you, explore with you, seek treasures with you.
But know, my dear, I have already found my own treasure in you.
May this moment of delightful anguish never end, never prevail.
May your thirst be unquenchable and may I be the forever refilling goblet for your desire.
As you heave for your breath and melt down upon me,
I kiss your delicate fingers and whisper,
“You are Heaven on Earth for me.
My Garden of Eden.
No fruit is sweeter on my tongue than your liquid desire.
This is a little poem I wrote a few days after my latest Freewriting Session; A sort of reply to it.
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Warnings: Explicit language.
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“Golden joinery”
Fuck me, scathe me, tear me apart
But also give me tender kisses
Sweet, loving, nurturing kisses
Let them be the gold that collect all my pieces
Whatever I've lost throughout the ages.
Bind me, hold me, make me your art
Free spirit and finally molded together
Light as a feather
No longer driven by rages
At last I can turn some pages.
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Looking at it again this afternoon, the last verse came together with such ease. That's just a reminder that although there are so many reasons to "ship before perfection", once in a while you just need to follow your intuition, don't push yourself and instead put your work away for a while, because you need to grow a bit to be able to finish it. Trust this process. 🖤
Despite how eager I was to ship this, I felt that the last verse needed more time, so I put it away.
It all started here, or, that’s at least where the consciousness of the story began; @constip8merm8 took the bone my heart and ran with it:
@sciapod can we start it like this : I'm helping you clear out the attic at your obscure great - great - relative and we find what looks like a love letter with a map and clues about all the places in Europe where they visited and left some mark, with the last destination never reached bc of some tragedy. We embark on this adventure together. Days spent hiking and exploring, nights spent reading obscure history looking for the next destination based on clues from this letter. Along the way, we want to quit sometimes but the other convinces the first that we should finish this for great great relative and finish their love story. As we fall in love surrounded by what we love, history, mystery, countryside, obscure knowledge, and most of all. You. My love.
Our first kiss will be shrouded in mist while standing in the middle of the Scottish Highlands with the sound track of the ocean crashing against the rocks a few hundred meters away.
Many pictures and poetic quotes later, I sat down and wrote the following:
Hello darkness the concept of freewriting my old friend,
‘Where have you been all my life?’ it asks
I’ve just been gone… I’ve been busy, my friend, so please don’t ask
Don’t ask this of me, which I can’t justify
Meaning my absence,
Completely unacceptable
I know
I’m sorry.
I’m back to you now, my love
My scriptures and ideas wait in line
Just wait, you’ll see
The ideas are overflowing
The incense is burning
The coffee brewing
And snow is lying still; frozen
Time stands still as I write these words to you, so please listen close
I’m living my tragic tragedy dream
I have my puffy balloon sleeves and velvetine … other things
The music is playing in my ears and the stories of travel meet me
I am falling in love, thus eager to adventure further
Rather unsuspecting,
My dream is unfolding before me
The dream I didn’t expect I had
The adventure I didn’t realize I wanted.
Uncovering the secrets of great, great grandmothers and fathers
Love long lost,
Poetry and scriptures and letters forgotten,
Uncovered again,
Pursued again…
And in this pursuit, we have found what was there all along
Another love
A young love.
Uncovering secrets and details
That mystify and entrance
Leading us places we never dreamed to see
Warming ourselves by fires we never dreamed to feel
It’s magnificent
Wondrous
Exquisite.
We vanish into books and befriend stray cats
Libraries tower above us,
A cathedral of knowledge
If anyone were ever to marry,
Then why not here?
The antiques and smells of old garments, fragments, paper and leather
Money is sparse, so when need be,
We visit the second hand store always around the corner.
We mull over coffee and later on wine
Or hot chocolate.
Deciphering codes,
Letters,
Our distant worlds intertwine
We are not as far apart as we thought.
This adventure of mine,
Of ours, indeed one we share,
It’s riveting.
It has a rippling effect on my heart
As our battered shoes lead us on, step by swaying step,
We hold hands to keep balance.
The crooked cobblestones are not to be taken lightly,
A slip and a strained ankle in the mist and rain would be horrendous,
We won’t make our train
To the next destination that waits
Alas,
So mote it be.
One must carry the other,
Support them by the shoulder
I imagine,
We walk this way, looking much like
The Hunchback of Notre-Dame
It’s not far from the truth.
Stumbling along
We finally settle and find solace in a broken cabin
Wind seeping through the windows
We shudder and seek for a blanket
There is but one
Of course
So let it be
And we lie
In front of this fire
Arms around each other.
I smell your hair,
The little hairs on the back of your throat wave and shudder by the force of my breath.
We giggle
Embrace each other harder
And before long
We are yet again dreaming
Of the paths we will walk
Stores we will visit
Libraries, fairy tales exposed
Wiser we become
Curious, wanting more
Eager to sense and explore.
Sometimes along our journey
We venture into the vast landscapes
A breath of fresh air
To linger
To let the ideas run further
Let the images expand
As far as the landscape before us.
I want to run,
But you catch my hand, standing still, pulling me back,
‘Beware of the loose stones,’ you say,
‘We can’t have you fall again,’
And my laughter grows silent.
You pull me nearer
The wind sweeps your hair across your face
I reach, removing it from your lips
Which I then caress,
And feeling a sudden urge,
A pull in my gut which you seem to feel as well,
As if by magnetic force,
Our lips meet in a kiss.
We discuss later
That none of us saw this coming
Although we agree,
It was written plainly in the stars
These are the cards that were dealt.
None of us just
Ever understood the rules,
The tactic of the game.
Beginners in the art of love
All that being said,
We trust
We trust our intuition
And nothing ever felt more right
It’s hard to see the forest for the trees.
We never discovered the tragedy
That befell my ancestors
But the journey it lead us on
To truly find each other
Made it all the more meaningful
And some secrets
Are simply never to become revealed.
The way of life and love
Always has an air of mystery
It’s the way nature works
It’s the fabric we’re made of
The mysteries that bind us
Forever seeking
Forever adventurous
Forever in love.
We kiss again,
Then continue to walk
Steadily upon the unbeaten path
Still curious, but wiser
Lighter of heart
A smile on our faces
While the sunset shines its golden rays upon us
I squeeze your hand
You are mine and were both free
Just as we're supposed to be.
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A heartfelt thank you to @constip8merm8 for 'taking me on this journey' 💜 I'm excited to explore much more!!
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So infatuated by something so unattainable. Worlds apart with no sense of connection. Yet I sit here in awe of everything you are. Everything that I wish, one day I can be a part of.
My mind wants me to be scared but I'm going to be strong The unknown maybe scary but it's a part of who we are My future steps are empty for my life is in transition I should be frightened yet I'm choosing to be enlightened When all becomes whole and I have become ready Life will save its path for me to wander weary. -anonymousm
