Shackled (Chapter 18)
Dark! Rafe Cameron x Pogue! Reader
Warning: There are some intense, dubiously consenting and nonconsensual sexual themes in this series, MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY. MINORS DNI.
Summary: You hate Outer Banks with a passion and are working hard to get out despite all the obstacles in your way. Rafe himself eventually becomes one of those obstacles after a night of low impulse control. Will you be able to overcome him or with you have no choice but to submit.
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You didn't know what game Rafe was playing at, but you knew you wouldn't like it once it was revealed.
It had been a week and a half since Annie Rose gave you the ok to participate in more 'strenuous' activities, a question she'd answered due to Rafe's inquisition. Yet he continued on with life as if she hadn't said anything.
At this point, you could care for yourself, Rafe still made sure you took your pills in the morning and provided you with your daily meals, but outside of that, you mostly did everything else yourself.
Since your last attempt to escape, he always kept you nearby. He didn't trust you on your own, so he dragged you along with him whenever he had to go somewhere. Whether it be to client meetings or a run to the store.
Wheezie once commented on his strange obsession with having you around all the time and simply shrugged his shoulders. She really didn't understand how close she was to the truth.
Despite the lack of sex, he still made sure to express his affections toward you through touches and kisses, and you would occasionally lean in towards him. It would take you a moment to snap out of the trance, but by then, he'd already notice and have a smirk of triumph adorning his face.
You could feel yourself giving in to him. The longer you stayed with Rafe, the more you wanted to be around him. You were finding comfort in his touch, smell, and kisses. How you loved his kisses, and how he loved giving them away to you. You were desperate now, fighting the desire to surrender to Rafe and his whims. You honestly didn't understand it.
Part of you was glad he hadn't taken you because at least you had that going for you, but the other part was impatient, frustrated that he hadn't made do with his promise to fuck you.
You were in his bed, trying to read some random book you found in Ward's library, when Rafe stepped out of the shower. He hadn't bothered covering himself up as he dried his body. You watched as his manhood swung side to side with every movement before he found a pair of shorts and pulled them up.
"Did you enjoy the show?" you looked up to find his deep blues staring back at you, a fierce intensity crackling deep within them.
"What?" you responded, pretending not to understand what he meant.
"You know what," he chuckles, closing out the bedroom lights before climbing onto the bed towards you. Using the moon's luster to help him see.
He grabs the book in your hand and places it on the nightstand before kissing you. Deepening it as he wraps his arms around you, pulling you toward the middle of the bed on top of him. You always show a bit of resistance at first before giving in. Lately, it has become less challenging to submit.
You engaged in more heavy petting before he pulled away and wrapped you both in his comforter.
"Goodnight," he says, kissing the top of your head and laying to rest.
***
You didn't know how or why you did it, but you did.
You were walking toward the Outer Banks bridge that separated Figure 8 from the cut. You didn't know where you were going, but you let your legs lead.
While trekking, you heard a vehicle approach and slow down behind you. Pausing, you take a breath preparing to face Rafe's wrath, but to your surprise, it was Ether.
"Hey, hun, do you need a ride?"
Stunned at how things turned out, you immediately climbed into the car before she started driving away.
"How are you feeling? She asked.
"Better than before," you shrugged.
She nods
"I visited you at the hospital a couple of times, you know." her voice cracks, "I felt so terrible,"
"Why?" you asked. "You didn't do anything wrong."
"I left you there with that man. I didn't even stay to make sure everything was safe,"
"You had no way of knowing. No one expects a father to do what he did to me." you glance over to catch her sniffle. "You didn't do anything wrong," you reassured her.
She nodded, trying to accept your consolation, but you could tell she was having difficulty through the cloudiness in her eyes.
"I heard you're staying with the Camerons now?"
As butterflies explode through your chest, you feel a drop in your stomach. You nod, confirming her assumption.
"Where are you headed?" she says, a valid question since we were getting close to the bridge.
"The County detention center," you respond. It just came out with no thoughts or reason.
"Isn't that where HE is?" she asks.
"Yea, I have a few questions for him."
She nods. "Does. Rafe know?" she asks.
This has your attention.
"Why would Rafe need to know?" you ask.
Did she think you needed Rafe's permission to do things independently? If she did, you were insulted.
"I just thought, with yall dating and all, he wouldn't want his girlfriend walking to the detention center, especially after her accident.
"He'll be fine," you say, turning your head back to the road.
The drive feels long and quiet.
Ether offers you a ride back when you get to the Center, but you shoo her away. You might even return to the Cameron Mansion. You needed to figure out what you were planning to do afterward.
Going inside, you put in your request to see your father. They required some ID, and seeing as you didn't have any on you, you managed to convince the lady behind the counter to let you see him anyway, saying it would be the only time you would come to visit.
Outer banks were a small world, so she already knew who you were without needing ID. She probably thought you were saying goodbye, and she might be right.
***
He looked terrible, eyes bloodshot, bruised face, and hair disheveled, like the devil ran him through a dryer.
"Hi," you say.
"What do you want?" he asked as if somehow you were a nuisance.
"I want to know why you did it?" you asked.
"Did what?" he responds.
"Everything,"
You knew what he was trying to do but were long past humoring any of his antics.
"Your mother tried to leave me,"
"So you killed her?" you asked. "Wow, way to keep her around."
"I didn't want to kill her, I just needed her to be quiet, and next thing I know, she stopped moving."
Tammy wasn't a good mother; you weren't very close, and she was too preoccupied with her narcissistic-driven missions to love you as a daughter. But that didn't stop your heart from breaking for her.
"And what about me?"
He sighs. "I had no intention of laying a finger on you,"
You squint your eyes at him, and he could tell you didn't believe him.
"I'm serious. Ward and Rafe came over that morning and said they wanted to hang out, so we went down to the bar and had a time," he starts your breath, leaving your body at the mention of the father-son duo.
"They had mentioned something about always wanting to have my company but never having the time to do so." he nods. "Even saying how they never would since you were leaving,"
The pieces were slowly coming together.
"We talked a bit and snorted a few lines before going our separate ways." he put his elbows on the table before him, covering his face in shame. "I remember sitting there just stewing at the thought of you just up and leaving me." for the first time since you'd gotten there, he found the courage to look you in the eye. "Were you really gonna leave me without saying anything?"
"Yes," you answered. There was no need to sugarcoat anything with him.
He nods as if he understands where you are coming from. "As soon as you walked through that door, that was it. It was like my body moved on its own."
Rafe and Ward had instigated the attack, but why would they go so far.
You got up to leave, but your father grabbed your arm.
"No touching," a security guard yelled, and he immediately let go.
"I love you, and I am so sorry,"
You purse your lips, contemplating what to say next. "I'm sorry too," walking away and leaving him to deal with his own mess.
"You couldn't say you felt terrible, but you didn't feel good either. It's like you were on an island of indifference, and frankly, it scared you.
When you stepped outside, you saw Rafe leaning against his truck, arms crossed and a tense look on his face.
When you saw Ether get on her phone during one of the stoplights, the thought of her messaging Rafe about you had crossed your mind, but you thought nothing of it.
You walk over to him and place your forehead on his chest. You could tell he was shocked by how staggered his movements were when he wrapped his arms around you.
"He told me what you and Ward did."
There's a long pause as he chooses his following words carefully.
"I didn't know he would hurt you the way you did, otherwise-"
"Otherwise, what?" you look up from his chest, annoyed by his words. "You would have done it yourself?"
"I would never-"
"BUT YOU DID!" You screamed. You take a deep breath to calm yourself. "If you hadn't met with him that day, I would have never gotten hurt. Don't you feel bad at all?"
"I'm sorry you had to get hurt, but I have no regrets because now you're here with me."
You sigh, moving away from him to climb into the truck.
He climbs into the driver's side once he confirms you're strapped in and drives off, heading towards your own prison.
***
That night as you're lying in his arms, you stay awake thinking about your situation and the information you'd learned.
You suddenly felt Rafe's fingers tracing patterns along your back, thinking nothing of it until you feel him push them under your top.
You look up to find him staring at you, a cloudiness stuck to his eyes.
Using his other hand, he grabs your chin and pulls you into a kiss. You expected another makeout session for the night as he pushed his tongue into your mouth, moving you onto your back before placing himself on top of you. You weren't surprised because he'd usually have several throughout the night. His hands were everywhere as he groped and fondled you, moving your clothes around so he could have better access.
Realization settled in as he pushed into you, no warning. Air pushed out of your lungs, making breathing difficult, but he kept his lips glued to yours.
He gave you a moment, letting you get used to the stretch, but his hands still moved around, trying to touch every inch of you.
It wasn't long before he started rocking his body back and forth, forming a rhythm of lust as he concentrated on the ensuing pleasure. Your nipples perk as he rubs his chest against them while he wraps his arms around you and holds you tight against him.
You could fight back, but you were just too tired,
It was so much easier to just give in.
















