#poieissue

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people literally cannot control their past lives and i am sick of people acting like they can. yes, people will have past lives from problematic sources! it cannot be helped, that is literally just how it is. if i could pick and choose my sources i would but i Can’t. i kin from the dsmp and i KNOW some of the CCs are bad but i can’t just decide i don’t have past lives from it anymore. i can ignore it all i want but that doesn’t make it go away. i would rather not repress my past lives anyways — you can consume media critically and we as ppl do so for ALL media, not just the dsmp.

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rewatching the og anime and god what a little twerp i was back then. "i will restore my clan... and destroy a Certain Someone" yeah ok edgelord maybe have some love and support from your teammates and you'll calm down - sasuke uchiha

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My source is a wonderful game that I enjoy greatly. HOWEVER. Was my “happiness” just. Having one conversation with my father that didn’t go terribly, and then taking up drinking? Because like. I don’t think that’s happiness! That doesn’t do anything about why I initially came to the habitat!

Also, less related, I know what happened in source and I know that I’m canonically chill with my dad HOWEVER that is Not The Case Now!!! (-parsley botch, smile for me) (#🩺🧪🥫)

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“god” wasn’t even my creator. he fucking lied about that like he lied about everything else. he turned my body into a living throne for him to *sit* on. he turned my whole subspecies into chariots. and then when lucifer and satan screamed into the eternal choir that this wasn’t right this wasn’t just or holy or fair he cursed us and tried to kill us on the way out, and he imprisoned us in a time loop of bad endings. i have lived so many lives forced to serve him as a demon, an undesirable, an untouchable, a nonperson, in his disgusting eternal punishment realms. i have been forced to do unspeakable things for magicians, bound by angels, who were complicit. i have watched him send jesus to destroy earth like in the book of revelations, the fucking bond villain speech that it is, so so many times. he’s hurt me too much. i have flashbacks to this shit. i hate him. i hate him. im so tired. - asmodeus (#extranthrope tag please)

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one of my best friends introduced me to this source and now that theyre gone i find it hard to interact with the source or the fandom or anything remotely related because it just reminds me of them so much and i hate it. i've pushed down this kin as hard as i can but she's still an id and she's still as strong as she was the first day i kinned her can i have a kin refund please this one hurts too much

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so once the creator of my source said in an interview that he imagined Larry sounding "a little like Keanu Reeves from Bill and Ted but not as ditzy" and I had no idea what that was so I googled it and... I've been sitting here for a full minute because after hearing it? THAT DESCRIPTION IS *EXACTLY* WHAT LARRY SOUNDED LIKE IN MY CANON!! I never thought I'd hear something that sounded like him - EVER - but now I have and I just... Woah. - Sal Fisher (Sally Face)

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Uffff. To the Noah Maxwells. Dude, look. Ill admit i didnt watched your source, but im kin of "Masky" and our sources are part of the "big 3" group so....

It sucks what your source creator and actor did, it sucks he still tries to hide it, it all is just a mess. Just, keep in mind the people from the SlenderVerse are, here. For anything.

Hang in there dude.

[fictionkinfessions]

Every day I check this blog and every day people are talking about me. I have not yet decided how I feel about it. The support is nice. Guess I’m just not used to it???

I mean maybe something big happened, I wouldn’t know, I got burned out on the series after all the kin memories flooded in and retreated to more calmer areas of Minecraft youtube (and subsequently got another kintype that’s arguably worse off mentally than this one’s ever been if you can believe that but much like that character’s creator I’m going to bury it and pretend it never happened :)))!) so yeah uh.

Whatever’s going on, I appreciate the nice messages. However I have decided to Mind My Own Business and will be Simply Vibing from here on out.

Much love, Tommy.