#pointless tbh

[ghoulifcd]

moved.

i’ve  decided  to  put  bessie  back  onto  my  multi  for  the  time  being.

you  can  now  find  her  over  at  @starlcved.

[ninelotus]

I hated midsommer

[ovvercomme]

ok but like I must unknowingly be a horrible human being, like what does it take to find people that don't just pretend to care about me?? who knew that within a week was going to lose my best friend and my whole friend group. like what the actual fuck is wrong with me lmao

[chickenuggetsex]

Had the legitimate thought to call and wake up my boyfriend just to hear his Sleepy Voice

[jsequitate]

What am I even doing with my life anymore?

[flymetothenew]

The tumblr messaging system is just another way for people to ignore me

[irlfineee]

why is it so fucking hard for our generation to show their emotions or speak up on something thats bothering them? that isnt getting u anywhere and it wont help u in the long run. im the type of person who speaks up on everything. i notice little things like if im talking to someone and they start acting different, even slightly, and i point it out and we talk about it. but people nowadays have so much fucking pride and yeah its good to have pride and be prideful or whatever but not towards people who actually, genuinely give a fuck about u. i think im losing sight or i guess the belief that love actually exist. every time i talk to someone it never goes anywhere because someone doesnt wanna commit. i have no problem committing but then again i do because people can switch up on u so fucking fast shits not even funny. ive had so many half ass relationships and i dont want that shit any more. give me something real with someone who loves me more than i love them. im always the one that cares more and thats what fucks me up.

[annadelveys]

i felt weird about my body today but then i realized last november i was 10 lbs heavier and even tho its not that much im just grateful im not where i was cos back then it made me feel gross and suicidal and now im at least able to look at myself and realize that some areas need improvement but its also Not That Bad™

idk where i was going with this tbh but i need to get back to weight training asap ive been horribly lazy all summer