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I’ve somehow managed to score tickets for myself and a guest to a movie screening Wednesday night but I’m woefully lacking in knowledge about the verse this movie is set in.  So if there is anyone out there that can catch me up on the X-Men movie franchise and would like to be my plus one for the night, I’d be appreciative.  And if you’d like, I’ll even dress you for the night.  

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A Mia Rutherford ‘Love is Love’ Playlist

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1. Open Your Heart- Madonna

2. Escapade- Janet Jackson

3. Respect- Kelly Clarkson

4. If You Were Mine- Ocean Park Standoff

5. Confident- Demi Lovato

6. Stay- Thirty Seconds to Mars

7. Style- Taylor Swift

8. Something Just Like This- The Chainsmokers & Coldplay

9. Just a Kiss- Boyce Avenue & Megan Nicole

10.  Because the Night- Nick Fradiani

11. Scars to your Beautiful- Alessia Cara

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Not Another Love Song Playlist

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1. Body- Loud Luxury feat. Brando

2. I’m So Tired...(Stripped Live in LA)- Lauv, Troye Sivan

3. I’m Not Famous- AJR

4. Cold - Maroon 5 feat. Future

5. Strip that Down- Liam Payne, Quavo

6. No Promises- Shawn Mendes

7. Sleeping with a Friend- Neon Trees

8. Lights Out- Virginia to Vegas

9. Attention- Charlie Puth

10. Little Lion Man- Mumford & Sons

11. Viva La Vida- Coldplay

12. Goodbye (extended)- Glenn Morrison feat. Islove

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Earlier this week, thanks to @InfluencerHQ I attended the Dark Phoenix premiere.  I didn’t know all I felt I needed to about the X-Men franchise, but luckily @samplays hooked me up with all the background info I needed, and then some, and was my plus one for the night.  In return, I picked out his outfit for the occasion.  Here we are channeling out inner badass’ in leather.  Hit me up in the comment section and tell what you think our superpowers are.  #influencerhq #darkphenix   #xmenfranchise  #superhero  #superpower

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Growing up in the Southern US as a person of color wasn't easy.  Of course Mia wasn't alone, even in her community and her school there were other people of color.  Her family was always proud and her parents and siblings were a great source of strength for Mia.  But with her lighter skin tone than some in her family, she felt sometimes she passed as either other races, or just 'really tanned'.  It wasn't until Mia hit college and pledged her sorority that she really had to think about what it meant to be a woman of color in the south.  The president of the sorority (Tanishia) she pledged at the time happened to also be a woman of color.  Someone with strong ties in the community, who not only knew her history but participated in various activist movements.  

Even though she was permitted to join the sorority, for the whole year Mia felt as though she was never quite good enough for the other woman.  However, Tanishia was inspiring and Mia couldn't help but want to get more involved herself.  She found herself going to her mother, her grandmothers, and asking them more about their own experiences.  She began to seek out opportunities to share those stories, and her own developing one, acknowledging that because her skin wasn't as dark, her experience was different.   It didn't seem to make a difference with Tanishia though and it bothered Mia because the other would never fully admit to why she seemed to dislike her.  

Still, if it wasn't for Tanishia, Mia can admit that she might not have explored her own history and experiences as a woman of color growing up in the south.  She might not continue to make sure minority voices are heard whenever she can.  It's not enough when you are a minority to stand up.  You have to be heard, and moreover, help others be heard as well.  Mia still struggles with this to be honest.  It applies as to PRIDE month as it does to other aspects of her life as well.  

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Cold eyes, blank stare

821 words (sorry he’s complicated)

Growing up Hunter always knew what was expected of him.  His father was an officer in the military, as was his grandfather and great grandfather.  He was even named after the military base he was born on.  Elementary school was whichever school was on the base they were stationed at at the time, but after elementary, Hunter began attending various military schools around the country as they moved around.  Military schools were boarding schools, sometimes close to his family, but often at least a couple of hours away.  It meant sharing a barrack room often with 9 other boys and and open, communal bathroom.  Everything personal in your possession had to fit in a locker sized wardrobe or the footlocker at the foot of your bed.  

Life at military school lacked quite a few things, one of them being girls.  And yet, the irony of course was that it was assumed, expected, that all of the young men there knew another part of their military life was to find a woman capable of living the military lifestyle.  One that wound appreciate and support the sacrifice their husbands made.  Hunter's own mother was a perfect example of the kind of woman he was expected to find.   And it's not that girls didn't interest Hunter, they did.  They were beautiful, graceful, charming.  But he often found there was a boy or two he could say the same of.  His living conditions didn't make it difficult to notice other boys; their strength, determination, loyalty.  The hardness of their bodies, the ways their muscles moved in coordinated efforts.  What was difficult, was acting on it.  Hunter guarded himself.  Eyes focused ahead, often on something in the distance, lest he be accused of lingering glances and making anyone uncomfortable.  He attempted to practice modesty, both for himself and the boys around him, but it was a luxury the military academy didn't often afford them.

Later in his teen years, as his friends at the academy started to flirt with girls on their rare interactions with them, and began developing crushes, Hunter assumed his lack of crushes stemmed from perhaps being gay.  Not that he thought he had crushes on any of the boys either though.  But that could just be from the deep-seeded repression.  Gymnastics had been a way to develop his core strength, to use the muscles in his arms, and even the rest of his legs, and develop speed and agility that would benefit a solider.  Hunter never expected it would be the way to escape all of his family expectations on him.  

Making the National gymnastics team and entering the world of competitive gymnastics wasn't all that different from life at the military academy.  Except in the ways that it was.  Still surrounded by other boys, men, really, this time it wasn't assumed that Hunter was heterosexual, but rather is was assumed that he might not be.  This was a confusing, but fascinating shift for him.  And again, working and living in such close quarters with his male teammates (the women train at a different facility), Hunter had the opportunity to notice all the things about mens' bodies that he'd begun to notice before.  And he more than noticed them.  He also had the opportunity to explore that attraction a little more, waiting for the repression to finally fuck off, Hunter expected to develop feelings for one of his team mates in particular as they set out on a casual but satisfying relationship together.  Those feelings never came though.  At first he thought they just hadn't come perhaps as quickly as they had in the case of his partner, but really there was barely even an inkling of anything but raw attraction and their friendship.  And despite the assumption that he wasn’t heterosexual, and the ability to finally explore that, Hunter did and still does, find himself attracted to women as well.  

At first, Hunter thought his lack of romantic feelings came from how he was raised and the the military lifestyle, not to mention the repression of the attraction he often felt.  But some internet searching, and reading on his own brought Hunter to the discovery of the gray-spectrum.  Currently, Hunter doesn't like to label himself and if asked he is more inclined to say hetero-flexible than bisexual.  This is still some of that repression he can't shake and knowing that it would deeply disappoint his parents.  He is more open about his gray-romantic identity though, although it is not often understood and it can be frustrating.  While his hesitation to be more open about his sexuality might come across as him being closeted, it is more a calculated move on Hunter's part.  Because he thinks the more open he is, the more likely it is he might become more involved with someone, leading them down that path of unrequited feelings on his part.  Which he is eager to avoid happening again.  

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“I like boys and girls.  And girls and boys.”

430 words

Mia grew up in San Antonio, Texas and it was perhaps not the most accepting place in the world.  Her family, however, were very accepting.  Perhaps it was their attitude that made it easier for Mia to follow her passions and chase her bliss in many different ways.  For her it wasn't a one moment that suddenly made everything make sense when it came to her sexuality, and it has evolved over time and the years.  She adored her brother Matt, who was a football player and often she could be found in the stands during his games or even his practices.  She definitely didn't mind the tight football pants Matt's friends wore, or the large shoulder pads that made the boys seem even wider than they were.  After all, wasn't that what she was supposed to like?

But Mia was also always drawn to fashion at an early age, and she'd spend much of her free time at the corner newspaper stand, bookstore, or drug store, flipping through the glossy pages of magazines like Vogue, Elle, GQ,  and Glamour.  Studying the fashions also meant studying the model's, the ways the fashions clung to their bodies.  And it wasn't just the models.  Mia found herself watching girls, women, around her; at first for the clothes they were wearing, and then just for themselves.  The softness of their bodies, the curves, the colors.  Fashion wasn't about covering up, it was about exposing.  Not in a vulgar way, but a real way.  

Even though it wasn't the easiest thing to be honest about who she was, her family definitely helped make it better.  And as she looked around, Mia realized that sometimes it was easier for girls who liked girls than boys who liked boys, at least at the high school level, because a closeness between girlfriends, an emotional bond, and connection, was more common with girls that age then boys, and it didn't have to mean that both or either girl was gay.   While she didn’t openly embrace the bisexual lifestyle in high school, Mia was as honest as she dared to be about who she was.  She shared that part of herself with trusted friends over the years, sometimes with good results and sometimes without.

Over the years, Mia has discovered she is strongly attracted romantically to women over men but she often more physically attracted to men over women.  The men catch her eye but then maybe that's all it is.  Meanwhile, she builds friendships with these women, and builds a deeper connection and relationship with them; in general.

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Listen Here

1. bad guy- Billie Eilish

2. Sexual Vibe (acoustic)-  Stephen Puth

3. Out of Love- Alessia Cara

4. A Different Way- DJ Snake with Lauv

5. Don’t Call Me Up- Mabel