Święta with You // alexia putellas
a/n : happy first of december, i’m sad and wanted to kinda write about my life (even though i am going back to poland for Christmas)
warnings : tiny bit of homophobic families, then fluff, and also the readers polish
Christmas had always been your favorite time of year. Back in Poland, the holiday season meant tradition, chaos, and, above all, family. You would spend hours helping your babcia in the kitchen, rolling dough for pierogi and making barszcz with beets that stained your hands. The cold air outside would carry the sound of carolers, and even amidst family arguments, the festive spirit was undeniable.
But this year was different. For the first time, you were far from home, celebrating Christmas in Spain with Alexia and her family. You loved her with every fiber of your being, but a part of you couldn’t shake the ache in your chest.
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Alexia found you sitting by the window that morning, staring out at the rolling hills. The sunlight was soft, but the festive warmth inside the house felt far away. She approached you quietly, placing a gentle hand on your shoulder.
“Estás bien, amor?” she asked softly.
You looked up and forced a smile. “I’m okay. Just… thinking.”
Alexia crouched beside you, studying your face. “Tell me,” she urged, switching to English.
You hesitated, unsure if you could even put the feelings into words. “I just… I miss it,” you said finally. “Christmas back home. The traditions, the snow, the way my family used to come together—even if we argued the rest of the year.”
Alexia frowned, her thumb brushing over your knuckles. “I’m sorry, cariño. I know how it’s hard being away. But… is there something else? You seem… sadder than usual.”
A lump formed in your throat as you nodded. “They didn’t invite me, Alexia. My family. They didn’t invite me for Christmas. I know they don’t really accept us yet, but I thought, for one day, they might…”
Alexia’s eyes filled with sympathy as she pulled you into her arms. “Oh, mi amor,” she whispered, holding you tightly. “Lo siento. I’m so sorry.”
You leaned into her, the tears you’d been holding back finally spilling over. “I keep thinking about how, even when they fought, Christmas was the one time they made it work. But now, because of who I love, I don’t even get that. It’s like… I don’t exist to them anymore, I didn’t do anything wrong, I just love, I don’t know.”
Alexia didn’t say anything right away. She just held you, her hands running soothingly up and down your back. After a moment, she pulled back slightly to look at you.
“Listen, mi amor,” she said, her voice firm but full of love. “I know it hurts, and I hate that they’re making you feel this way. But you’re not alone. Aquí, con mi familia, tienes un hogar. You have a home here—with me. And we’ll make this Christmas beautiful, I promise.”
Her words, so steady and full of conviction, brought a fresh wave of tears. But this time, they weren’t entirely sad. You nodded, leaning your forehead against hers. “Thank you, Alexia. For everything.”
“Siempre,” she whispered. “Always.”
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The rest of the day was a whirlwind of preparations. Alexia insisted that you show her every detail of your transitions, from cooking the dishes to setting the table.
“What’s this one called again?” she asked, gesturing to the dough you were rolling out.
“Pierogi,” you said, smiling as you worked. “This one will have potatoes and cheese, and this one—” you pointed to another batch—“will be sweet, with fruit.”
She furrowed her brow in concentration as you showed her how to fold the edges. “So, I pinch here?”
“Close,” you said, reaching over to guide her hands. “Like this.”
Alexia glanced at you, her lips twitching into a small smile. “If I learn to make these, will you marry me sooner?”
You snorted, shaking your head. “You’ve already proposed, remember? No need to bribe me with pierogi.”
She leaned closer, her voice dropping to a playful whisper. “But what if I want to make you fall in love with me all over again?”
You laughed, your chest warming despite the lingering sadness. “Then you’re off to a good start.”
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When the table was finally set, you carefully placed the opłatek wafers in the center. Alexia’s family gathered around, curious but respectful as you explained the tradition in halting Spanish.
“Es para compartir bendiciones, blessings,” you said, fumbling over the words. Alexia stepped in to help translate, her hand brushing yours as she spoke.
One by one, her family broke pieces of the wafer with you, sharing kind words and wishes for the year ahead. When it was Alexia’s turn, she took a piece from your hand, her dark eyes locking onto yours.
“Wszystkiego najlepszego na święta,” you said softly, your voice trembling with emotion.
Alexia smiled, her accent clumsy but endearing as she repeated the words. “Wszystkiego… najlepszego… na święta.”
You laughed, a tear slipping down your cheek. “Perfect.”
“Did I say it right?” she asked, her expression earnest.
“Close enough,” you teased, wiping your eyes.
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Later that evening, after dinner and a few christmas songs, Alexia pulled you aside.
“I have something for you,” she said, leading you to the couch. She handed you a carefully wrapped box, her face glowing with anticipation.
You opened it slowly, revealing a scrapbook. On the cover was your name, written in both the Polish and Spanish version.
Inside, the pages were filled with photos and mementos Alexia had collected throughout your relationship. There were pictures from your first date, tickets from your trip to Poland, and pressed flowers from the bouquet she’d given you when she proposed. But what caught your breath was the final page—a letter, written in her slightly messy Polish handwriting.
“I know I didn’t get everything right,” she said nervously. “I had help from a translation app and your friends, but…”
You shook your head, tears streaming down your face as you read the words. It was a promise to always honor your traditions, to build a life together filled with love and understanding.
“Alexia…” you whispered, your voice breaking.
She smiled softly, wiping a tear from your cheek. “I wanted you to know that even if your family doesn’t see you, I do. And I always will.”
You threw your arms around her, holding her as tightly as you could. “I love you so much,” you whispered.
“Te amo más,” she replied, her voice steady.
And in that moment, surrounded by the warmth of her love and the home you were building together, you realized that while some wounds might take time to heal, you were exactly where you were meant to be.
