not sure if this is a normal thing to yearn for or if i'm just mentally ill.,,
part of me wants sylus or zayne who are usually so composed and sure of themselves to lose control of their instincts during sex. (but hurt/comfort flavor. sorry smut enjoyers)
maybe he had a rough day, or tension had been building up in his daily life for a while. usually, he knows your and his limits inside and out and never pushes things too far, always unconsciously minding them while being intimate with you. you're his home after all, so it's become instinctual to read your body language and intuitively know how you're faring.
but today he's exhausted, or incredibly worked up over something that went wrong that day, and he loses control. he gets rougher and rougher, and it starts to get a little too intense for you to handle. he's never gotten like this before, so you feel a bit taken aback at first. you're about to speak up and ask him to slow down when he bites your shoulder, much harder than he meant to.
you yelp like a kicked puppy, and he tastes blood on his tongue. he immediately stops everything, eyes wide with worry as he cups your face. seeing the remorse and sorrow in his eyes makes your chest clench. you do your best to hold back your tears and minimize your emotions to assuage his guilt, but he stops you before you can even finish your sentence. he presses a long kiss to your forehead and holds you close to his chest, engulfing you in his form as both of you come down from the high of intense emotions.
you feel incredibly safe, warm, and cared for in his arms. any panic or anxiety you felt before is long gone. he makes sure you know he's sorry, and he won't ever lose control of himself like that again. and you trust him so deeply that it's incredibly easy to know he means every word and will follow through. he always does. he has never, and will never, take advantage of your trust.
his aftercare is top-tier, too. so, so much praise, and his touches are incredibly gentle and tender as he takes care of you. he understands if you're uncomfortable being alone after such an adrenaline rush, and will happily carry you with him everywhere if you ask. he takes a warm, cozy bath with you and doesn't let you lift a finger the whole time, taking extra care when washing the bite mark and bandaging it with ointment afterwards. taking care of you helps him as well; it allows him to be sure that you're alright. it calms the little voice inside him that constantly frets over your wellbeing. and you know zayne will definitely be ordering in fancy dessert, whatever you want to have. 🍡
snowcrow would add a whole other layer to this that i enjoy as well!! whoever wasn't involved in the biting would be the rock for both of you, making sure that the one who lost control doesn't feel overwhelmed or guilty. both of them can relate to one another on a deeper level, which makes me think that they would be really good at knowing what to do in situations like these.
and of course getting doted on by both of them at once would be one of the best feelings out there, i think!! being completely wiped out after everything, but now clean and clothed in one of their oversized shirts. you're barely able to stay awake, and they both find it adorable, pressing kisses to your forehead, cheeks, and neck as you start to doze a little while standing up. you're too sleepy to protest the excessive affection, and they use that to their advantage. sylus helps you with brushing your teeth, while zayne turns off all the lights in the house and sets up your bed for the three of you. sylus guides you back into the bedroom, and you smile sleepily at the sight of zayne with his arms open for you, climbing into bed with sylus following right behind you. falling asleep there, warm and cared for and so very loved.
teaming up with one of them to take care of the other would also be fun, i think... making sure he knows he didn't do anything wrong and doesn't need to feel guilt over it.
i feel like i'm not educated? enough on their dynamic to fully think through how everything would go, but i know it would be sweet and loving!! (if anyone wants to expand on it please tag me!!! i love poly snowcrow content,,)
i just feel like i've always had to fight to get people to see they're in the wrong for hurting me. and even if they apologize, they always end up repeating the behavior anyway... :'( its just so easy to back down and minimize my feelings to avoid conflict. maybe the prince treatment and an apology would be nice for once... perhaps,,,
this was originally an ask i sent into @/zaynezone's ask box, then edited before posting it myself!! go check out her work it's all so amazing!!! there's snowcrow too i highly recommend!
Zayne might've had a long day, but he wasn't exhausted enough to miss your presence. You had told him you would be going to his house after work. Your location you share with him and your shared boyfriend, Sylus, also shows you're in his house. So why can't he find you anywhere? He checked every room, even the rooms you wouldn't typically stay in. Eventually he called in Sylus to help figure out what happened. Your shoes are by the door, jacket hanging on it's hook, no signs of forced entry. Zayne is honestly confused.
When Sylus got there, he kissed Zayne hello and started looking around to see why Zayne couldn't find you. You didn't answer either of their calls which didn't help Sylus and Zayne's worries about your whereabouts.
Getting to Zayne's bedroom, Sylus noted the perfectly made bed. The only difference he seemed to find was the presence of your plushies you like to cuddle with when both of your boyfriends are busy. He also noted the en suite door was open and the light was off. As the silver-haired man was about to walk away, his keen eyesight noted something strange about the bed.
"Fox, come here," Sylus called out to Zayne.
"Did you find her?" Zayne asked, walking over.
"I did," Sylus answered, wrapping his arms around Zayne so that Zayne's back is snug against Sylus' chest. "Look carefully at your bed for me."
"Her plushies are there."
"That's right, they are. Anything else off about your bed?"
"…The sheets are moving. She's asleep under there, isn't she?"
"She must be," Sylus chuckled, letting Zayne go so that they could walk into the room together.
Zayne sat on the edge of bed, pulling the blankets down to reveal your sleeping face. He breathed out a sigh of relief, wondering how he missed that.
"That's an easy miss. Noticing the blanket moving with her breathing isn't an easy catch," Sylus said, standing next to him. "You should go join her, Fox."
"Are you not staying?"
"I will for a time but the night is young, there's work to be done. I'll come back after so I'm here when you two wake up."
Waking up the next morning extremely well rested, you tried to sit up, finding yourself cuddled between both of your boyfriends. You and Zayne having a day off meant sleeping in. You simply looked down between the two of them, happy to see them. Having no idea what you put them through the night before.
