polycistronic said: welcome back, and i hope you get better soon! colds suck.
Thanks! Luckily it seems to be just a short throat cold but I don’t do well with getting sick. I get all whiny and angry and it’s terrible. XD Luckily Mama Mu is good at taking care of me but I think I got her sick.
Though I won’t be truly back until after this weekend, because waaah. Halloween.
for the story telling meme: What is troubling you at the moment? What are you afraid of? What do you dream about at night?
long reply ahead!
What is troubling you at the moment?
Lots of things - my grades, how slow I read/I have been studying (I can spend hours on like 5 pages orz)…this semester really. I have at least one quiz and one exam every week, so that’s always making me stressed haha. Also, I don’t know why I’m not seeing lipid droplets in my fruit fly larvae when I should be, too (this is for my research). Outside of school, I wonder if I’m being misunderstood, and if I’ve done something wrong when I don’t think I have or when I don’t realize it.
I am also very, very troubled about whether I should get a colonoscopy at this age, how much it’ll cost me, and the chances of me getting a perforation in the process.
What are you afraid of?
I’m afraid of losing more of my friends and family members to death, and getting metastatic cancer. And maybe a CNS disease because of my insomnia?? I swear my insomnia will cause some sort of CNS disorder for me because it can get so intense and drive my brain nuts lol
I’m also afraid of the last line of the previous question, and very much so at that.
What do you dream about at night?
If this question is asking about my dreams while I’m asleep, I have to say that it varies a LOT. Most of the time it’s about me running away from something, which may or may not be threatening me. Or I’m just roaming around and see certain people doing some stuff. Lots of random little things 90% of the time.
If the question is asking me what I think of before I fall asleep, I’m typically thinking about the story I’m working on for fun. I’m probably too absorbed in it to call it something I’m doing “for fun” hahaha - it’s likely something I’m holding very close to my heart as a long term project. But I think of more headcanons for my characters, whether I should add more characters, what personalities (and powers, in this case) they will have, what I should add or remove from the plotline, what side plots to have, and if the thing I’m changing requires me to revamp the entire story.
In addition, there’s a lot of world building and designing that I will have to do. I have some designs down, but the rest of it I only have an idea of and I don’t know if they’re good. orz This is the biggest thing that’s holding me back from drawing out my story. @_@
Oh and on top of that, I’m still coming up with character designs and multiple outfits for each character. And a title lolololol
This can keep me up at night, since I don’t have time during the day to make progress with my story, though it only slightly contributes to my insomnia lol. My insomnia is a separate monster. :p
polycistronic replied to your post “If my ask blog was about the classic gold saints it would be popular...”
Im the same, I got into SS through LC and I just like it more bc thats my "first impression" so to say.
A lot of people who watched classic SS feel the same, they see the LC saints and they don’t like seeing their faves being slightly warped and stuff.
But for me I got into the Classic SS, and then I watched LC the only difference is that I never got into the gold saints (Or anyone really...) and I really wanted to, but LC was so full of personality i ended up falling in love them them n c n);;
I don't want to be accused of stealing someone else's idea. :P You will be given due credit. Do you want to see it when I'm done? (and if you do, how should I send it since asks don't allow urls o_o)
I would love to see it! Hmmm…try mentioning me? If you put an @ symbol in front of my username, I’ll see that. Or send me a message saying it’s on your blog and I’ll go find it!