continued from here, @pomegrnate
he never wanted her to discover his secret, knowing that her reaction would be difficult to handle. he doesn't blame her — it's not her fault. after all, who would remain calm upon uncovering their lover's destructive vice? uncertain how to respond, he shrugs and admits, "maybe both." despite his lively persona at work and in his private life, there are darker aspects of himself that he prefers to keep hidden from the world. these are his wounds to bear, not hers. “you were never meant to find out."














