TODAY in WE ALL HANDLE STRESS DIFFERENTLY...
I have several minor meltdowns at dinner today about:
my gsi and my professor provided two different due dates for a project
i was asked (by a psychology student, to be fair) if when i eat dinner alone and on my phone i feel judged (whilst i was eating dinner alone and on my phone)
there wasn't enough seating
that i could not give coherent answers about feminism to my friend because midterms prevented my brain from functioning properly
too many things are due tomorrow
i have an entire book to read by wedesday (assigned today naturally)
my gsi hadn't emailed me back
my gsi did email me back (and she was wrong in the discussion and her syllabus and things are NOT due tomorrow)
i was trying to describe my emotions and devolved into how my history of art professor once told me that the answers to the art questions i had asked were all in a fictional painting described in a 19th century french novel that depicted jesus christ in a locomotive, barreling through an evergreen forest and i wasn't sure if that was an answer he gave to sound really smart or it was actually super deep but i was leaning towards the latter because it's actually a very interesting juxtaposition of religious iconography and the modern world that makes a comment about the changing society and completely destroys the hierarchy of genres but i ended up sounding incoherent and kind of high
there was too much icing on my cake
i accidentally said "there's too much icing on my pizza" instead
meanwhile, my roommate started making genotypes of westerosi families instead of studying for her bio test.
so far she's mapped out the purple eye gene in the targaryens and baldness in the baratheon line and she's figured out why tyrion has different colored eyes
idk we both feel a lot better now
