#ponytownfictive

[fictionkinfessions]

Saw a Corbeau on Ponytown and he was so cute 🥺

Like that's my (not) son right there! That's my boy! Beloved <3

Obsessing over my (not) son! He's so perfect! I love him to bits! Ok he isn't perfect but ughh my flaws are worse then his so he's pretty much perfect if it weren't for the whole loan shark bit.

Corbeau's biggest fanboy, how the tables have turned. I really just want to talk to him. I want him to know that I thought of him as a son even if my mental state deteriorating drastically kinda clouded my mind very heavily. I love my son! Proudest dad ever right here!

-Lysandre fictive (Ponytown)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Corbeau is my SON. I love him. I always say not son, he technically isn't, I never adopted him or anything, at least not officially, but he's still my son. I remember before my whole genocide announcement I found him, I was trying to get him to come with me, I was desperately trying to convince him to follow me, I even tried outright dragging him along. He seemed eager to go anywhere with me, but he definitely noticed there was something wrong with me and then seemed hesitant. Like he was unsure. And I wasn't exactly being upfront about why I needed him to come with me. I was being very vague saying "it's for your own good" and "you just need to, you can trust me. You'll be safe that way!" But in the end he didn't come with and I had a moment, a moment of clarity where I was like "I can't do this...I can't do this if he's not going to be safe." But my poor mental state did end up winning, but everybody noticing I seemed a lot more hesitant about it all for a moment, just a lot more out of it. Of course I still attempted to set off the ultimate weapon, it still failed, but man I remember for a moment being relived it failed because it meant Corbeau would be safe.

Anyways I miss my son. Only thing that almost snapped my out of my delusions and psychosis was the fact that if I went through with the plan that he wouldn't be there too in the end.

-Lysandre fictive (Pokemon)

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