#lysandrefictive

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I told another person about the me and Courtney ship yesterday and they responded by reworking it into their own Pokemon lore au and what not. Like wow ok- I didn't expect that ^^

-Lysandre(Pokemon) (Fictive)

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I miss Corbeau so much. I miss him so much that I won't stop commenting about it. In my life, I don't know if I ever told him but he was a son to me, I took him in when the world was unkind to him, I got him back on his feet, I helped him out. Like...that's my son there. I love him. But I don't think I'm ever going to find him again. Even if I'm constantly thinking about him or get excited to see him, in game, online, art, it just makes me happy to see him. But I don't think he misses me nowadays, and I don't blame him either. I did something bad. I think the worst thing out of all of it, out of what I attempted, is Corbeau doesn't see me the same way anymore. In game he did, he still held me in such high regard, still held such love for me, wanted to help me, but nowadays? I don't think any Corbeau's in this life want anything to do with me. There's somebody else I miss but I don't expect to even see her around, even if I did I doubt she would be that interested in talking to me seeing as we canonically aren't even in the same region and have never interacted or even heard of eachother, but in my life I had done a lot of traveling and we had met. Something I might go into more detail about at a later date, but that all doesn't matter. What matters is Corbeau, my son. I want him to know how much I miss him, I want to know if he ever thinks about me too. I'd take back everything if it means that I can have him back in my life. In my life, I tried, I really did try to get him to come with me, but I don't think he understood, I was being very vague about it when asking him to come with me. I almost bailed on my plan when he didn't come with, because it didn't seem as worth it if his safety wasn't ensured. But evidently my instability still won and I tried what I tried and it still failed. But I was relieved for a moment, because it meant that Corbeau would be ok. Because truly, I had no idea what would've happened to him that day, I don't know if he somehow made it to safety. He didn't really exist in X&Y. So we know nothing of what was going on with him. But Arceus I miss him. Legends Z-A has brought on a lot of longing for me, for somebody who I don't think misses me at all. At least not in this life.

Corbeau, if you somehow see this, I don't expect a response, just know that I always loved you like my own. Even when my mental state spiraled, you were always my boy and I am so proud of you.

-🦁 (Lysandre)

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Saw a Corbeau on Ponytown and he was so cute 🥺

Like that's my (not) son right there! That's my boy! Beloved <3

Obsessing over my (not) son! He's so perfect! I love him to bits! Ok he isn't perfect but ughh my flaws are worse then his so he's pretty much perfect if it weren't for the whole loan shark bit.

Corbeau's biggest fanboy, how the tables have turned. I really just want to talk to him. I want him to know that I thought of him as a son even if my mental state deteriorating drastically kinda clouded my mind very heavily. I love my son! Proudest dad ever right here!

-Lysandre fictive (Ponytown)

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I've been thinking about Courtney again lately. I don't know what sticks her to my mind so but I just find her so incredibly charming, so beautiful. Both of us are on the verge of snapping in canon and both of us do. We both think we're doing something for the greater good. She's so incredibly loyal as well. She would do anything to see Maxie's plan through and I can't help but admire that. I adore her, she incredible, she's smart, she's so very important to me. Courtney will always hold a special place in my heart and I'm so glad I had the pleasure of meeting her in my canon. She may be a little odd to most, but it just adds to her charm for me, it just makes her all the more unique. She adorable! Everything about her is. Her beauty outshines others tremendously. I can not put into words properly what she means to me but I wouldn't trade her for anything, I wouldn't have then and I certainly wouldn't do so now. Maybe it's a bit ridiculous considered all I tried to do, all I tried to accomplish, but even during all of that, she was on my mind. She was always on my mind since the day I met her. I loved her, I loved her very much, a part of me always will.maybe it's ridiculous to hold someone so dear, but I can not help it. I can not be rid of these feelings, and I don't think I'd want to either. Feelings like these keep me sane. Courtney? Never change, I adore you just how you are.

-Lysandre (Pokemon Fictive)

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I hope I'm not too late. I'd like to send in a Valentine's day ask.

Hello Courtney, if by chance you are reading this then happy Valentine's day. I miss you and wish I could speak with you again. Even through my insanity you were always a very special person to me. I'm so glad we met in my world. You're everything I could have ever wanted and while I don't quite remember if our relationship progressed past friendship, I feel like I should remember this by now, I did love you, I still do really. Through everything about you, everything about me, you were absolutely perfect. Even if other had judged you, I would never. You were amazing, you were everything to me. Meeting you was one of the best things to ever happen to me. I loved everything about you, even the things others would not. I hope you are doing well in this life. To any Courtney's who may be out there, even if you aren't my own, just know you're perfect, through your flaws, don't let anybody tell you otherwise. You're amazing.

Happy Valentine's day Courtney

-Lysandre (Pokemon) (Fictive)

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I miss Courtney so much. I've been missing her so much lately. It just want to see her again, I want to talk to her. I hardly care if it's MY Courtney, I just want to see Courtney again. I've been missing her. I miss her. I miss her a lot. I want to speak with her again. I want to show her things. I want to admire her. I have so much I can say to her but she's not here. I miss you Courtney. (ORAS)

-Lysandre (Pokemon) (Fictive)

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I wish the fandom didn't ship me so heavily with my FRIEND. He's older then me, which isn't inherently a problem, but he was my professor too, Pokemon professor but he was an adult while I was still young. He's quite a bit older then me and yet he's always referred to as 'my husband' by the fandom. I'm tired of it. Professor Sycamore by the way. I never saw him that way and I don't think he saw me that way either. Even if he did I still never felt that way.

Now with all that out of the way I miss Courtney. I wish we were shipped but considering we don't canonically interact and aren't in the same region it's to be expected that nobody ever thought of that. But I miss her. I miss Courtney.

-Lysandre (Pokemon Fictive)

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Lysandre making a fictionkinfession post not about Corbeau for once?? More likely then you'd think!

I'm finally going to be talking about my love interest

So I have an unexpected love interest. I knew about her probably since I formed, but yes nobody would have expected it. She isn't from my region, she isn't in my games, we have no actual canon interactions. But I met her on my 'end of the world' tour and fell for her. She had quirks, so much so that some people in the fandom theorize that she's a robot because of the way she speaks and things she says. But she was never a robot, I'm sure of it in canon too, not just my canon. She use to be a scientist before she joined team Magma. She was always smart, she was just different. Speech patterns...they were rather robotic sounding but I found it kind of charming. I don't know where our relationship went, if it was anything more then me having a crush. But I was very interested in her and it kind of made me a nervous wreck around her sometimes. I wasn't use to romantic feelings. I've had fans, admirers, people ask me out, but I'd always politely reject them. For the most part I just wasn't interested, I mainly just wanted friends. But this girl she really made me want more and I couldn't tell you why. She was very pretty, she was very smart, I kind of always tried to 'interfere' with Team Magma's plans in a way, or just insert myself into whatever they were doing to talk to her. I found their secret base by accident too at some point. That was interesting. Since I was crossing paths with Team Magma so much I also somewhat befriended May and Brandon since they were trying to stop their plans. And Team Aqua but I don't really know what was going on with them seeing as my main focus wasn't them. It was getting to know that girl.

I'm being vague though, I might as well name drop her. Courtney, it's Courtney. Specifically ORAS Courtney, it was the ORAS universe. Not the original Ruby and Sapphire Courtney who MIGHT'VE been 17(or at least was at a beta phase in the manga I think??) But I know ORAS Courtney isn't, of course Google will try and tell you she was but you can't always trust that. Her age on the Bulbapedia is officially listed as unknown anyways. Courtney certainly isn't a minor, my Courtney isn't. Maybe in her 20s if anything. I don't know what her exact age was seeing as I didn't ask. But it wasn't like I was 40. Maybe early 30s at most during these events, but I believe I was in my late twenties? Honestly I don't know the exact age of myself either. But I miss Courtney. I don't remember what happend with her during the events of X&Y, I don't remember if I somehow got her to come with me. But I know I certainly wanted to if I didn't. I may have been very far gone by the time we met but I still had emotions and I still felt something for her and wanted to save her. The ultimate weapon was meant to wipe out EVERYBODY. Not even other regions would be safe from my world reset. It was a very powerful weapon. There was a reason it was able to end a whole war in the past. It was meant to be world ending. I'd like to see Courtney again but with ORAS not really on people's mind anymore, I have my doubts that it'll happen, at least anytime soon. Even if it's not the Courtney I knew which I'm almost positive it won't be, it doesn't exactly matter. Any ORAS Courtney would do. I'm not expecting to find my own. She's the only person I'd ever consider a romantic relationship with.

Courtney was so pretty, I loved her purple hair and eyes, the team magma outfit looked so good on her, she looks so good in red, which is my favorite color. She's very special to me. The fact she use to be a scientist is so just...I love that! I love her. She's just so incredible. She's great. I can honestly go on and on about her, but I probably shouldn't so I'll cut it here. Courtney is amazing and I love her dearly. I'm sure some people will find this weird but it doesn't really matter to me. I can't control my memories, and I'm happy with this one.

-Lysandre fictive (Pokemon)

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