God imagine if you're fighting this war and you're miserable and your dad hates you and the only thing you like about your family is your brother who went to go see some elf dude about some fucked up dreams he's been having and you just go hang out by the river for a second and see a boat floating by, so you get in the water to look at the boat and you see your brother, who should be miles and miles away from here, dead in that boat. Just out of nowhere, no way to possibly expect it, I wanna throw up thinking about it














