#poq

[professional-vod-watcher]

Just joined Ordo Realitas, look at my party healer, dawg, I'm going to die

[alrights]

my most reliable friend

[stardust-in-my-mind-blog]

weo;iwario;jqIRUJ'C

advocating for myself is hard

but a pattern has begin to show itself

and you have to train people in a way

how to treat you and the dynamics

between two mother creatures

can go south when one of them

is feeling territorial and wants to assert

her place as the main female of the nest

that's fine bro I left that nest years ago

and learning how to be there again

without wanting to run away

was actually exposure therapy

but you don't know that

we aren't that close

we don't need to be that close

but this bullshit nitpicking

that you must have learned in our culture

especially when you're passive aggressively wrong

is not going to fly with me

I got rid of all the people like you

in my life and I don't have to put up with you

and I can make things very uncomfortable

should I begin the conversation I asked to arrange

by telling you that I'm an orphan?

except I'm the reverse batman bitch

I shot them myself in that alley

when I saw them reach for my children

with those same violent hands

their passive neglect and promotive thinking

and you're poking that bear right now

and I have literally nothing left to lose

so this happens to be a great time for me

in term of conflict and boundary setting

so let's express the bitter feelings here

that twist in the gut that shows me

if I don't say something you're going to get worse

because that way that your boyfriend closes in

his energy all around you until you're suffocating

I would have rather' had his hand at my throat

would have been hotter than the anxiety-motivated

control bullshit that's threated by my autonomy

this frog already jumped out of that pot

and he's better now but I watched the way

your red headed son had to spend three minutes

asking for your boyfriend to give him a piece of bread

because he didn't like mayonnaise and your boyfriend

made him negotiate for that preference

in six fucking different ways while remaining calm

I literally almost stepped in myself

but he handled it really well and I was proud of him

and thought about what kind of mother

you must be to give him that kind of patience

I was impressed and I'm usually not

mostly because I don't give a fuck what others do

unless they want to do some shady manipulation

right here on my doorstep so let me tell you

you got to start a bullshit conversation yesterday

you had some feelings and you wanted to get

some of my energy and made something up

or blamed me for a mess his sister likely left

and I'm so fucking used to keeping the peace

that I just apologized and yadda yadda

but then I got to thinking about all of it

and once I start ruminating there's no going back

so since you wanted to have some peace of mind

I think for a few hours when you thought you "won"

you got to hold it and have it in your consciousness

congratulations and I hope it felt good

but now it's time for me to get mine back

and I know how to conflict now so

I guess we'll both sit back

and enjoy the parts of this we can

and by the way you totally suck at nitpicking

communication incompetence is one thing

but being a ballsack at falsely accusing someone

of something you didn't bother investigating

just starts everything off so awkward

now we both get to wade through all of it

because this conversation is gonna be awkward

but repair brings us all closer

let's practice

[pollarhelloriginal]

Decemtober, day nine, lil dog This is my favorite monster, I HAVE TO MAKE ONE DAY JUST FOR HIM

[pollarhelloriginal]

Decemtober, day eight, The soldier and the kid.

Who would you preffer to save? A child, or a soldier?

[erpinformation]

What is Period Order Quantity (POQ)? (Definition, Formula, Calculation)

[bewwy]

Half the party gone in the first encounter?

Call that paraDEAD order

[gayafmermaid]

Omgggggg

I got Partner of the Quarter at work today

And like. The other closing shift got our closing baristas to write on my certificate like cute nice things and just

My manager wrote something really sweet on it and then there were other anonymous nice things from people like what they wrote on the nominations cards and like

I almost cried it was reeeally close

😭😭😭😭😭