It has been a while since i last posted a note here, so here it goes:
Depression can haunt you
And defeat you easily if you let it
In my situation winning was sometimes hard
Because i didn't know what i'll get after
Right now i just sit here
In the comforting silence of the room
With just the phone that can sometimes
Be my only escape
Nowadays, the silence feels good
Not before when the silence makes me feel so alone
My silence now gives me time to think
About a lot of things actually
Like what should my post be next
Or am i taking good care of myself lately
Or are my bestfriends okay?
Yes, there are sometimes negative thoughts
But those negative thoughts are inspiring me to write more
To feel down for a bit and then cheer up again
Because everyday we are fighting battles
Battles that no one sees
Because if they did
They would be amazed of how strong we are.
The first two were from my phone which i wrote a long time ago
When my anxiety and depression gets the best of me but now i fight back to be happy
Take care of yourself always ♡
