#positivity cw

[zorkaya-moved]

Don’t forget that you’re all gorgeous and I love you. 

Don’t stop being yourself. Do you. Do what makes you happy. Love yourself.

You’re amazing, snowflakes. <3

[shellheadtm-a]

POSITIVITY MEME the rules are:  say five positive things about yourself, tag people.

+ i knit gooder.  i’m currently writing/knitting a sock pattern now that’ll go up on ravelry...some...time.  not that...i think anyone here’s into that kind of thing.  i’m just saying. + i punch above my weight class in academic writing and i know it. + i can give myself a decent diy shaggy bob haircut...which is great...considering...waves at everything. + i probably know more than is healthy about the dwemer and am remarkably at peace with that.  same goes for tony, i can identify a panel from a thousand paces. + at the moment i’m being really good with my yarn diet and haven’t bought a single skein of sock yarn since december.  believe me, if you saw my stash, you’d know that’s an accomplishment to be proud of.  i’ve been shopping the stash instead of creeping over to my favorite dyers.

tagged by: @touchedbypower​ tagging:  uh...i’m bad at this uh...who...ever wants to ig.

[charismastaticarchive]

psa

i see a lot of people feeling down on themself or trying to reach out to other people on the dashboard thru interaction calls / interest checkers / polls / vent posts etc and maybe feeling like nobody is engaging with those posts and making vent posts about it, and i’m definitely guilty of this too, but i want to remind everyone----just bc u FEEL like nobody is reaching out to you or sending u memes or messaging u first---it’s PROBABLY because most of us in the rpc have ANXIETY & mental illness and are not the best at communicating our feelings and thoughts ooc (bc its hard even if u dont have anxiety!!!!), and even if we are---we might be too introverted to reach out to you even if we think ur THE BEST WRITER IN THE WORLD!!!!!!!!

no matter how much ‘tumblr engagement’ ur posts/blog/inbox gets, that does not determine ur worth as a roleplayer or a human being. i get so much energy and joy from my dashboard just seeing all the AMAZING, insightful hcs and funny text posts u make about ur characters---even if u don’t have a lot of thread partners.

even if u feel like nobody likes ur blog, or ur not as good as ur duplicates or more popular blogs in the fandom---i assure you, there are people out there that DON’T EVEN KNOW YOU but support you and your #BRAND so so much! you’re making so many people’s fandom experiences (and literary experiences and journeys as content creators bc we’re all engaging in the hobby we love of media analysis and writing with every single post!)  BETTER AND MORE ENJOYABLE. and u do that just by being you, and bringing any part of urself to ur writing/blog.

please don’t be down on urself. remind urself that u may not FEEL important, but that u are an important part of this roleplaying community experience for all of us and for everyone who follows u, and ur portrayal and thoughts and feelings are unique---but that any anxiety or self-doubt u feel isn’t. we’re all scared people don’t like us, that we’re not good enough. that doesn’t mean its true. don’t let that be the thing that keeps u from reaching out or having the most fun u can!

the world is a terrifying place right now! try to be kind and gentle with urself! remember to drink water and take a step back from the dash whenever u need to! and if u ever want to talk to anybody---DON’T BE AFRAID TO REACH OUT TO SOMEONE FIRST. u never know!!!!!!! they may have been wanting to reach out to u first but been too scared to do so themselves!!

[destinysthralls]

[prompto voice] i want to rp with my friends all day!

follow forever ! (sorry to everyone i missed by accident)

chocobos : people i haven’t interacted with much/at all, but really really want to!

@mythicheart | @starszakrew | @wayweaver | @beastend | @demonslayvr | @teldurus | @meteofists | @mercuryshot | @moombaliberator | @nortwithnomemories | @littlestchef | @kcystotheheart | @watchfulforeteller | @nortfromthepast | @valoroushylian | @heartsurpluss | @rogueoracle | @lunsai | @divine-identite | @lisaudacieux | @asterites | @starstrucx | @shrpshct | @enigmatias | @untarnish | @soundofmuses | @withinycu | @slainchosen | @knightheartcd | @atonings | @thundaraborn | @ursaced | @novuscaelum | @voiceofmany | @malfestcd | @gaiavowed | @multiplayered | @brandedsavior | @lightsdefender | @cordoliume | @dawnturnstodusk | @pxperhearts | @stormwithskiiin | @praestigii | @ninthplace | @badassbarmaid | @betterhealing | @lunarbranded | @praywishing | @dvngrs and many more who i forgot bc i can’t remember urls !

moogles: people who i’ve interacted with and LOVED interacting with!

@sinnhelmingr: LIGHT OF MY LIFE. supporter of all my muses, all five hundred of them lmfao. u are the most talented writer i have ever met, and i constantly feel my heart leap up into my chest when i see you’ve written me a starter or a reply. i love ur brain!

@marurisen: you were my FIRST NEW FRIEND on this blog, and the first person who really GAVE ME A CHANCE. i was so surprised when you followed me back bc u seemed so amazing and cool and i was like WOWWWWWW so impressed with u, and u followed me back and i was like so pleased with myself lol. ur kind and smart and funny and i LOVE all our characters relationships, especially jester/gladio, the  crossover ship that stole my heart!

@divinarcsa: my WIFE!!!! i love u so much. you inspire me to be better, to work harder, to make my prose more prosey and my outlook more rosey! you’re such a wonderful person, inside and out, with so much to offer the world in terms of art and personality. you are truly beautiful my love! <3

@incoronare: every day i think about how lucky i am that you took interest in this lil ol blog of mine! i mean it when i say u make my childhood dreams come true, of peach being cute and bi and ready to cry but also ready to KICK ASS. she’s so fuckin perfect and SO ARE YOU. ur writing blows me away, and ur such a sweetheart!

@thefatalmarksman: U SHOULD KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU BY NOW BUT I THINK UR THE TOTAL PACKAGE, i get COMEDY i get THE MOST DIVINE feelings, i get to hc jam with u, we can be SILLY and SERIOUS and cute and fun and everything i want in a roleplay partner and then some!!! ur amazing!!!! 

@x-purpose: i’m SO EXCITED YOU’RE BACK bc u have the most insane theories and ideas, and i’ve never seen someone so devoted to their muse without projecting literally anything on them? you just love your muses and their potential wholeheartedly to the end and thats it and i love that.... you’re SO creative and smart and intuitive and i love the way our muses and plots click into place! can’t wait to rp with you more!

@mettleforged: we haven’t talked much but i think u and all ur blogs and muses are so fuckin excellent and you have THE BEST OF THE BEST OF FFX OPINIONS. i can’t wait to interact more!

@khresme:  you are such an INTENSE & BRILLIANT person with so many ideas for how to make final fantasy ten dramatic and excellent, giving it the meaning and symbolism that somehow got lost on the cutting room floor. i love how deep you make luna and noctis, and i’m fascinated with all your hcs for both of them! thank you for making me think of luna in a brand new way!

@chosenbythecrystal: you are an EXCELLENT WRITER, definitely one of the best in the fandom BY FAR and you are one of my FAVORITE people to write with. i love your ideas for noctis and how easy you are to plot with in aus. you’re a very giving partner and i feel like i can build whole universes with you and i love that!

@tridentfaith: you are truly just such a nice person and so easy to talk to! i can’t wait to interact with your other blog! 

@gunsandpuppies & @bladesandkittens: while you are both excellent writers and seem so nice and funny, i have to say, my favorite part of following you both is definitely seeing your ABSOLUTELY #BESTFRIENDGOALS everyday. like i log in and i see you guys interacting and it just puts the biggest smile on my face! i’m glad wholesome platonic soul mates like you two can exist in this world!

@holdonescards: corey, i really feel u are like the big brother i never had tbh! tho idek if you’re older than me. i appreciate your maturity and frankness so, so much, but also now that i understand you better, i want to PROTECT YOU FROM THE WORLD. i hope that we get SO MANY MORE platonic/found family ships in the future, and i appreciate and am grateful for your unique outlook on life, your BEAUTIFUL art, and fantastic friendship <3 thank u so much for being a part of my life!

@moonlitsummoner: I STAN!!! YOU!!!! #stanyoona. you give SUCH LIFE to yuna, you make her feel so real and vibrant, like i’m talking right to her through the screen, and it’s just such an AMAZING feeling to see all these scenes i wish were in the game through your eyes. PLEASE NEVER STOP INTERACTING WITH MY FFX MUSES LMAO. they love ur yunie so much! (and your writing? shall we say... magnifique....)

@dawnryse : okay so i’ll admit we definitely got off on the wrong foot in the ffxv server (through no fault of our own really, just big misunderstandings as far as the eye can look), but you’ve given me a real appreciation for platonic relationships. i know we haven’t meshed together perfectly on any one plot, but i really appreciate you reaching out to me so much with the GIFT of your friendship, and i really appreciate every conversation we have bc ur so funny and nice and u have such great ideas!

@dawnled : you realize i will stan you until the day i die? i am TRULY YOUR BIGGEST FAN. LOVE THAT STELLA. your writing is soooo gorgeous and i love the depth you give riku and ALL his relationships even when canon won’t. your ideas for aus are so brilliant, and just seeing you interact with other people on the dash makes me smile so much. you are so, so loved by ALL of us. and you better be---because you’re the shining light in this fandom that gives us all so much inspiration and happiness.

@nymphatragicae : you KNOW i love your aqua! i’m so happy you’re back and i’m LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT GOOD GOOD XEMQUA CONTENT. ur aqua is soooo fuckin good and i love her forever rip in pieces

@alnaari & @pcisoner : HONESTLY LBR YOU TWO ARE A PACKAGE DEAL. i really feel Seen by u two and ur writing. u both Get Me on an aesthetic level, you understand the feeling that i want to portray in my writing, and you portray the same feeling. i stan the both of you, you’re so talented, i stalk all your threads, and TREASURE YOUR FRIENDSHIP!

@guiltscorched: i LOVE all your muses, even the ones i don’t know, and speaking as someone who plays ignis.... i think you just GET ignis. you like understand him so fucking well, and i can HEAR HIM in your replies, and it’s just like WROW. amazing. ur amazing!!! ur writing is so beautiful and delicate and i just want to swim in it like a big pool full of quality writing.

@whosyourcultdaddy : I CAN’T BELIEVE YOU STILL FOLLOW ME AFTER ALL THE BLASPHEMY I POST BUT LISTEN. I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU SO MUCH. YOU’RE SO FUNNY AND SO FUCKING TALENTED. PLEASE NEVER CHANGE HOW WEIRD AND AMAZING YOU ARE OKAY. UR ONE OF MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE BLOGS OF ALL TIME (on every single one of your blogs) and i’ll FOLLOW U INTO THE ABYSS

@dearlybelovedhearts : I ALMOST FORGOT YOU EVEN THO WE’RE LITERALLY TALKING RIGHT NOW OMG. i love how much thought you put into your charactesr and your plots! your docs are SCARY GOOD LOOKIN. ur so true to ur characters and their hearts, and i LOVE talking to you even tho we BASICALLY just met lol.

@invertxgo: we’re not as close as we used to be, but that’s okay! i still think the WORLD of you and all your characters. our friendship is evolving just like my blog is, and i hope we get to have lots of good good interactions on this blog! thanks for refollowing me bro!

[aglaecan]

anyway @vanderdutch & @mercysought said nice things about me earlier in the “reblog if you enjoy following me” meme and i just wanna keep them:

#i love katy so much#her ability to bring a multitude of characters from all sorts of fandoms is truly astounding and her prose always leaves me open mouthed#i have always loved her characterizations and this is a blog thats a must follow no matter what blog i'm on#another one of my favorite tumblr writers#like up there in the top 10#youre seriously missing out on so much talent if you arent following#truly a wonderful person and so supportive#do yourself a favor and follow most definitely

#heart eyes ( promo )#( sees all of our threads. I think........... it's fair to say........... that I do wpiegbehrg )#( the loudest heart eyes )

[iiniquities]

small wins of the day

paid my electric & internet

watched the new-ish THE RING movie and it wasn’t bad, huh. go figure

got my bluetooth headset replaced by customer support pretty effortlessly even though the manufacturer’s warranty is expired

ate pizza

found a new empty notebook soon to be my new book of shadows

started to play with my tarot deck again

gonna start to build my altar at home

[condensed-theorem-shop]

things i am grateful for this year:

my grandma is alive and improving

my sisters exist and are amazing and brilliant and unaccountably think i'm great

adelene let me borrow nom, who is the world's best cat

my parents love me and support my life choices and i can be out about my mental illness to them

glowfic and glowfic people

used book stores

my own apartment

math, which continues to function regardless of what's up with my brain

the vorkosigan saga being free online

sometimes i explain something to a student and it clicks and their eyes light up and they say "you're so much more helpful than my professor!"

Not Dead Yet

weighted blanket of coziness +2

have not heard from my stalker Even Once

people with babies who let you admire them and make faces at them and coo over them and play with them

the Constellation and its time-traveling tech support

the maronites

stanislav petrov

@theunitofcaring, because now sometimes when i'm depressed and my brain is announcing that i am terrible and deserve to suffer, i tell it "kelsey thinks i deserve to be happy no matter how terrible i am and if she were queen of the universe she would arrange for me to have a good happy fulfilling life that didn't hurt anyone else" and surprisingly often this shuts it up

people who leave comments in my authorchannel that just say "omg jean"

i have a Degree and have convinced my brain this means i am Officially Certified Not Stupid

my sister wants me to be her confirmation sponsor

my Awkwardly Ex did not after all end up going to the same grad school as me

my bike, which gets me places

people who like making things and can be paid by Appreciating them out loud; people who like having things made and Appreciate them loudly

all of you, because you are a surprisingly friendly abyss to scream into, and sometimes the things you scream back are fascinating or hilarious or illuminating or beautiful or make me blush so hard i curl up and make high-pitched noises into my pillow

[foppishdandy]

you're very passionate about Dorian, but from what I've read of your portrayal, and from how we interacted so far, my fave thing has to be certain little details. I saw you once mention how /Tevinter/ is the nationality and /Tevene/ is the language, and idk how but so many people forget it or just don't know it? and I was really happy to see you mention that. and also your obvious love for developed plots, which is always A+ in my book.

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[obviously i hoarded this too for a rainy day and that rainy day has come +++ warm fuzzies.]