And what every Padawan could not admit, even to each other, at night on their sleep couches, for even a whisper might bring the dark side too close—power felt good.
Ferus had fought against that feeling, had denied it existed, had thought he’d conquered it…but had he really?
He had brought up the topic with Siri—because Siri was the kind of Master you could talk to about anything. One of the countless things he missed about her was how nothing he could ask could possibly shock or disappoint her.
Excerpt from Jude Watson's The Last of the Jedi Book 6 - Return of the Dark Side













