Sep 20, 2024
connor murphy oiled up and twerking
(ooc// can you switch the Connor Murphy with Jared Kleinman/j NOT SRS💔💔)
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connor murphy oiled up and twerking
(ooc// can you switch the Connor Murphy with Jared Kleinman/j NOT SRS💔💔)
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What.
Status; October 13.
Y’know when you’re like
Daydreaming
About being his boyfriend
But then you remember
You are his boyfriend.
…
Y’know?
Status; September 26th.
I can’t do this anymore someone sedate me I need the feeling of someone’s lips pressed against mine or I will commit mass murder.
Status; October 5th.
the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me fall in love with someone who hates me.
Plan A: die
Plan B: die again
Plan C: holy shit why can't I just find a way to succeed in taking my own life. What is this overwhelming gravitational force that keeps pulling me back, preventing me from escaping the pain. No matter how hard I try, it feels impossible to drown out the years of suffering that have weighed me down. I can't bear this any longer. If only there were a light switch to silence the relentless voices that echo in my mind. The harsh criticisms and the endless cries of despair. I don't want to live like this anymore, and I don’t want to face this loneliness. I long for connection, for someone to love me and care for me, to share in my burden and help me see the light again. I crave hope and the possibility of finding it in companionship and understanding by my one true lover whom I’ll never see.
Plan D: become a writer and live in nyc with only a dog.
Status: October 18th.
I accidentally bought a guinea pig.
I don’t know what do to with it.
What should I name him…
why can’t someone randomly have the entire college band play “can’t take my eyes off of you” in the middle of the football field as they slide down a pipe with a microphone and start singing along as they point and wink at me signaling the song is about me.
oh Heath Ledger the man you are.
Status; October 20.
I am lorde
yayayaya