We are not home. We are in homes, but they are not ours They belong to someone else, and I Want to be in my own home I Want to know what your home looks like What it feels like, what it smells like Who Gets to be there with you. I think that I would like to be there with you. I think I know what my home will look like I think I know who will be there I hope I know who will be there I Have been in many homes They have shaped who I am What my home will look like What it will not look like, will not smell like, will not sound like Who will not be there I Think about it sometimes Sometimes it helps Sometimes it does not The sense of thereness The feeling of missing Of being missed It hurts It heals In the end, it is only a thought And doesn’t do anything at all But maybe One day It won’t be a thought Maybe someone will be there, be missed, be missing Maybe they will be you. I Can’t ever tell, but I really hope so