Christ was not meant fulfill us.
I once was at a revival event, complete with altar call and frenzied prayers for revival. At one point, the leader went as far as to say, "I sense that someone in this room has a torn left meniscus. I just want you to know that if you pray with all your heart, God will hear that prayer and answer that prayer and heal you!" Given that this was a room of 200 people, many of whom were sports fans drawn by some football player's endorsement, I figure he probably wasn't too far off the mark.
The overarching theme of the night was, "God will fufill your desires!" That sex, drugs, money, posessions, these all would leave you wanting, but that God will fufill that inner desire. A theme reflected in their claims that those who trusted God would even recieve fufillment of their immediate desires for healing.
God satisfies your desire. God satisfies you.
It sounds really nice, but it completely misses the point of the Gospel.
Christ does not satisfy us. How long has it been since Christ came? 2000 years, give or take a few. Does life feel satisfying? Christian or Atheist, life is not satisfying, God or no God. There are bills to be paid. Work is monotonous. Relationships, no matter how much we try to pull God into them, are still broken. We are still broken.
Then we go to our friends who are not Christians and promise them that Christ does satisfy and that with Jesus, our needs are fufilled more than any worldly things do! And no one mentions that in reality, something is still lacking. In Christ, we are just as broken as we were before, no matter how much we pray for redemption. No matter how much we have experienced redemption. It's still there. We are still hurting just as much as we were before. We are still broken.
The traditional Church answer we're told is that this is because Christ is yet to come to complete his work. And maybe that's followed with an exhortation to meditate stronger on the Word, or to pray harder. Or maybe we're told it's because God has chosen not to completely heal us. But what an unfulfilling answer this is! Do I have to try harder to overcome my doubt? Or has God passed me over when it comes to my struggle?
As long as we focus on ourselves, this tension will always gnaw at and tear at our hearts. As long as we think that we shouldn't be feeling incomplete, we will never see what Christ has done.
The focus is not on us. The Christian faith is not about the fulfillment of our desires. Jesus did not come to fufill our desires. He came to destroy them, to free us from our broken human wants so that God's desires might be fulfilled instead.
In the Old Testament, the Jewish people were commanded by God to make sacrifices in atonement for sin. In essence, these sacrifices were the giving up of things of worldly value to God -- grain, livestock, money. And in the act of sacrifice, worldly things were irrevocably given over to the Lord. In the Bible, the NIV translation notes that the term "destroyed" is frequently used in a way that "refers to the irrevocable giving over of things or persons to the Lord, often by totally destroying them" (found in Deuteronomy 20:17, only one of many examples of this word).
In the Crucifixion, Jesus, the substitute for humanity, was destroyed on the cross. And through him, not only destroyed are our sins but also the root behind them: our desires.
We do not inherently desire good. What we desire, even when we desire "good" is evil -- sin, in the sense that our desires are not Godly desires regardless of how good they may seem. In the very beginning of the story of humanity, it is written that "The Lord saw that the wickedness of huamnkind was great in the earth and that every inclination of the thoughts of their hearts was only evil continually," (Genesis 6:5). And in Romans 3:10-11, Paul cites Old Testament texts proclaiming that, "there is no one who is righteous, not even one; There is no one who has understanding, there is no one who seeks God." It isn't a sense of absolute "evil" that these texts rail aginst. Rather, it is this inherent brokenness in ourselves, our inherent depravity that prevents us from turning to serving God rather than ourselves that Christ came to overcome.
Christ did not say he came to fufill our desires. To say so twists the gospel into a false religion about a wish-granting deity who furthers our hedonistic desires. Christ came to destroy our desires. Rather, in him, these desires and their inherent sinfulness have been handed over to the Lord irrevocably. We are no longer our own. In 1 Cornithians 6:19-20, the Apostle Paul exhorts believers to not be ruled by their own sexual desires. He draws from Roman cultural practices: that a slave whose freedom was bought with temple money was now owned by the God of that temple, and that likewise, Christians were no longer mastered by themselves, but by God. And as such, we are no longer ruled by our desires. We are ruled by the desires of God.
In Christ, we have been freed from the self-serving order of this world, of ourselves. We are no longer ruled by our desires and their sinful and self-centered nature, but ruled by the love of God that destroys our realities of self-serving desire, freeing us to be ruled not by our desires but by his desires instead. Christ is not about us. He is about him. And that is good news.
Further Reading:
The Falsehood of the Christ-Commodity