#post106

[haleys-thoughts]

💜💙💜💙Sometimes I am proud of myself. And then there are times I am so tired in all ways. I hate my job but I'm still there, I'm still lonely but I want to be left alone, I'm taking medication but at times it feels absolutely hopeless and it crushes me. I'm sometimes bothered by stupid shit. I want a different life but I don't feel I'm trying hard enough to get it. I want to please everyone without feeling so exhausted. Staying positive is so challenging when all you did was live your whole life negatively realistic. I want to be a successful and happy person. I really want to know who cares about me and who is just using me. Why is life so tiring? Why does mental illness exist? Why do good people suffer and terrible ones get good fortune? Who's really watching over us? Does anyone care? Am I important? Well here I am in the same place, and many same feelings, I cannot help but wonder why life is cruel as to take my best friend away from me. I can never understand this world. I don't want to. I'm tired. Of everything of every shitty feeling or mistreatment. Fuck it all 💜💙💜💙

[mateuszzaww]

Service - IBM conference (think !) btw this was an event designated only for business students, but just a few days before it started, I was asked to join the group of volunteers. During the conference I was mainly standing backstage and met some great people: IBM Poland CEO and Mateusz Gessler.

[psyentifically-minded]

Later mythologies would attest that the sacred celestial cow Goddess Meht-Urt would give birth to the sun and carry it in her horns around the sky, she was a Goddess of life and fertility associated with the annual flooding of the Nile which bought rejuvination to the land, Meht-Urt was responsible for the creation of the milkyway galaxy after leaking milk from her unders causing a great flood. This deity along with Iusaaset would later influence descriptions of the Goddesses Hathor, Neith and Isis.

[pokemontrainermilo-blog]

Alright, that’s enough for now. Maybe I’ll have better luck later!

Can’t believe I ran into ONE ground type and killed it...

3.24

[thefishinspector]

dream one //Perfume is superrr urgent.

The only reason I woke up so early this morning was because I had a strange dream. I remember dreaming the entire night, but I only remembered the last part because it was so random. It basically went like this:

I was just sitting on the computer flipping through tabs ( as usual ), and then I received this text from Chi Chiu saying to contact him 'cus he had something important to ask me. I replied when, and he said as soon as possible. Then I remember thinking how stupid and pointless that was because we were both on AIM, so I was liek k w/e I'll just message him now. LOL. 

All that dramatic buildup was so he could ask me about my opinion on this perfume.

I don't even know if this holds liek, some significance or w/e, but I found it funny. I don't really like dreaming in general at night because it feels like I haven't slept when I wake up. What's even worse is when someone suddenly wakes me up during a dream so I feel even more tired than when I started.