I had the sudden need for Miguel O'Hara x anxious crybaby reader (pfft me? projecting? haha imagine that 🫣)
Imagine being a new recruit and being skittish around him because he's so large and intimidating. And so hot. You want to impress him so bad and hear him say you did a good job but you always stutter when you report to him. You never meet his eyes but you don't really know where to look most of the time you end up looking at his massive tits so you don't get to see his amused expression when he's observing you.
But then one time you got really injured in combat after a miscalculated decision. You didn't want to report to Miguel and asked your the other spideys in your team to do it instead but he asked for you specifically. You think you were going to get scolded.
You can't look at him you just kept your eyes down to your feet. Your voice was shaking and barely a few words in you start sobbing from the anxiety and the thought that you disappointed him. But you feel Miguel wipe away your tears and pulling you to his chest. He rubs your back, cooing and murmuring words you can't understand but were comforting nonetheless.
Miguel wasn't mad. Quite the opposite. He was really just worried that you were refusing to care for yourself after your injury because you are always so hard on yourself. He thinks it's absurd that you're always downplaying how good and efficient you are at missions when you report to him. He thinks highly of you and the fact that you are so pretty is a bonus. He wants you to look at him in the eye when you talk to him but he has to stop himself from tilting your head up himself with a gentle finger under your chin. Maybe if he firmly told you "eyes up" you'd listen since you're so obedient and eager to please. Or maybe you'd like to have your hair pulled...
Idk where I'm going with this but just know it'll be smutty because that's how down bad I am for this man 🤡 just a little dacryphilia and praise kink 🥰