New POT, 1st Date
I’ll call him Chip. Everything went well, but I feel a little conflicted.
He isn’t interested in giving me an allowance, but has the means, and wants, to spoil me in other ways, and I think he’ll come through on that. But I think if I just call an allowance something else, I could probably get it out of him. I think he’s got a lot of potential to offer me more down the road, which I recognize is a risk I’ll be taking. While I do feel drawn to him, I’m worried also. What if I’m seeing something that isn’t actually there? Or what if I’m not communicating with him well enough? To be honest, I’m probably not. Ugh..
I guess one of the reasons I’m still into it is that he’s also pretty decent as a person, his body is something I think I can handle, and his fantasies are pretty easy to fulfill. To be continued....