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[powdermelon]

bread 🍞 27y 🍊 carrd 👽

þey/þem && ne/nim/nier

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[powdermelon]

🎵 🔦

(Hello, my love! 🩷)

(I will probably not listen to the songs immediately bc I’m Like This but I’m curious!)

( hellooooooo my beloved ♥ )

🎵 • what songs remind you of your alters?

oh boy. oh man. uhhh. i'll put this one under the cut actually for space, as well as the other answer tbh

key: (alter) - song, artist

🎸 - 3 o'clock things, ajr

🔑 - salt, bad suns

🦐 - oh no, marina

🐸 - pantsuit sasquatch, mollylele

☔ - dangerous, leftboy ft. big data

💌 - i'm poppy, that poppy

🧬 - i/me/myself, will wood

🔦 • how did you discover your system?

oh man, uhhhhh. it was like 10 or more years ago so i'm not really sure? details are very foggy, at least.

ik we were under a LOT of stress during hs with stuff that was going on, and i think 🦐 came forward to help/soothe? iirc ☔ popped up not long after, and then we started looking up stuff online and getting into (not the best) communities.

i know we tried to tell the therapist we had at the time about 🦐 too ,and afair she either didn't believe me or just brushed it off on us being 15 and "not knowing [myself]"

[powdermelon]

🪐 and or 🌙?

(nice carrd btw!!)

🪐 • what is headspace like for you?

i mostly stick around the front room as opposed to the rest of th eplace, so that's mostly what i know!

to me, the frontspace is like, there's no visible walls or ceiling or anything, it just fades to darkness at the corners/edges for the most part. but there's a console (think like the movie Inside Out) & a "screen" (eyes), a plain couch, sometimes a single chair, maybe a rug? and then a LOT of empty space.

off the side is GM/the globe room, and in the back there's a hallway leading to a cafeteria-esque room with a ton of circular tables with seating. but i can't get further than the hallway and remember it, so i'm the wrong person to ask imo.

i know there's individual rooms/housing off the hallway, but idk what it rly looks like beyond that. i've been in One room, and at the time it felt like dorm housing?

🌙 • do you have subsystems?

yes! 🔑 is the host of our only* subsys (⏏️).

*i (🍊) am currently denying the possibility of having one myself <3 peace and love

( ty!! :3 )

[powdermelon]

🍄 & 💬

🍄 • how did you get your system name?

in total honesty the one we have rn, paradigm reunion? came from the etceteraverse by casejackal. i just really liked it and it fit the need for smthn that didn' have "system" or "collective" in it.

(we've had other names over the years tho, but i won't go into all of them on this blog)

💬 • free space!! tell me about something!

ummm hmm... there's a lot of bisexuals in here? i don't know what to talk about hghfjsdbhj. i'm in stardew mode now that 1.6 is out so i'm gonna be hyperfixating on that for the next week at least aha