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Powst ???
Still in a chaotic state of tormoil that never seems to escape me no matter how many decades pass. I always seem to find my way back here. I know I can spill things here I can't anywhere else, because I know no one would see it. I had a good cry a moment ago, I hadn't cried in over year. I just have not brought myself to actually release my feelings, instead just pushing them further back. I fear I might crash out at some point 😊
crab time.
Had a super horrible crying fit tonight. I'm fine now.
Sometimes, my parents act like I'm not even a fucking part of our family. I swear they are pushing me toward moving out in July. It'll be hard on me, but if they keep treating me like I'm 12, I'm going to loose it.
My tumblr and instagram followers are so cute. You guys have no clue how lucky I am. ♥♥
The guy I fancy is so sad, like he literally gets so angry with himself if I pretend to be hurt by anything he says. Like if I'm upset he'll beat himself up over it. That makes me very sad, so if he does hurt me I'd never tell him. Its very upsetting.
So, I was looking for my sister and there was a piece of paper on her bed. She had used my tarot cards (without my permission. ) and there were 2 questions and the readings under them. 1. Will Cesley ever find love?
2. Will Cesley ever be happy again?
I don't really know how to feel about this. Or if I want to confront her for using my tarot cards.
My hairs real. Everyone has been asking about my extensions and I only wear them once every other week, sometimes not even that. My hairs just grown out. Im so happy about it :) my extensions are long but they are only like 3 inches longer. Good stuff.
