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27 & Married

[walkinggrotesque]

Hello again! It's been 4 years since I left and wanted to do a little life update. I left a lot of toxic people in my life, I travelled, I got engaged to be married. I'm happier than I have ever been in my life. I've read back on things that I've posted in the past. (Since I had a Tumblr since I was a wee teen and now I'm in my later 20s.) It's an interesting experience to see the things I used to think I'd never get out of life. It does get better and it really starts with knowing that no one can ever take your experiences and expectations from you. I don't know how long I'll be back but I wanted to share a piece of my life with you all.

[slimetony]

Just tried to play an ancient flute and it started filling the room with this awful miasma that wont go away

[slimetony]

Why does staff still allow people funnier than you to leave tags on your posts. They should have fixed that by now

[docdufresne]

Had a dream last night that i was a knight and this bigger scarier knight had me on the ground and right before he swung his sword at my neck he said smth like "i mourn the loss of life for the tree who will become your coffin" which shouldnt have turned me on like it did but alas

[dragongirlmesilune]

@theshitpostcalligrapher I think I found one for you.

[theshitpostcalligrapher]

sweeeeeeet

ink: diamine oxblood

[rounni-deactivated20250514]

By: dolorsilentium

[geektumb]

[hollowvoidly]

[glittertome-blog]

dont talk to me or my 47 moodswings ever again

[lunayrublog]

i drew a beetle!

[persianmom-deactivated20251026]

what will it be, boss? the comfort of misery or the pain of change?

[wizard-of-interesting-failure]

[walkinggrotesque]

[daily-spooky]

[walkinggrotesque]

Powst ???

Still in a chaotic state of tormoil that never seems to escape me no matter how many decades pass. I always seem to find my way back here. I know I can spill things here I can't anywhere else, because I know no one would see it. I had a good cry a moment ago, I hadn't cried in over year. I just have not brought myself to actually release my feelings, instead just pushing them further back. I fear I might crash out at some point 😊

[daily-spooky]

@pleumier

[walkinggrotesque]

Today marks the 3rd check my job hasn't paid me and I really hope they do by tonight

[itspapillonnoir]

Elden Ring ᨖ ↳ Nokron, Eternal City

[jonahmagnus]

"I cant draw" then do it bad who gives a fuck.....

[gamerism]

THE ELDER SCROLLS V: SKYRIM - Frostflow Lighthouse