Chloe likes weddings; What she doesn't like, is having to see her once upon a time, at a wedding, and pretend she's fine. This would be interesting..or not..only time will tell.
"...when I'm lying wrapped up in your arms, the whole World just fades away; the only thing I hear is the Beating of your Heart..."
Breathe, by Faith Hill
"...we should talk about this, right?"
His voice is soft, when he speaks; you wouldn't be able to hear him, if you weren't lying on his chest.
You draw patterns across his skin with your finger, contemplative. "Maybe. I'm not really sure how, though."
He makes a humming noise; you can feel the vibrations more than you can hear them. It's a moment before he speaks, and in the quiet you feel his arm move, a tendril of your hair lifting with it. (He always did like playing with your hair.)
Finally, he speaks. "Maybe we should start with... Being honest, with each other. Say what we really feel. Tell the truth."
You lift up your head, until you can rest your chin on your arm, and look at him; he's staring right back, eyes a warm brown, filled with affection.
You lift your other hand, to play with his own unruly curls, as you think. Honesty, huh? You've always been good at hiding your feelings, concealing the truth. How honest do you want to be, really?
But... Looking into his eyes, shining in the moonlight... You find you can't hide anything. Not from him. Not anymore.
"If honesty means telling the truth... Well then, the truth is, I'm still in love with you."
The fanfiction this scene is from is currently in progress, but you can read Chapter 1 here!
Bonus Post 1 (Jesse and Beca's Playlists): Link
Bonus Post 2 (The Bonus Tracks): Link
Artist thoughts, an alternate edit, links to my other RarePair Week entries, and close ups below the cut; image ID is in the alt text.
....y'all don't wanna know how long this thing took me 😅. For the illustration OR the first chapter of the associated fic, really.
Yeah so soft!Jeca lives rent free in my head, like, constantly these days, and I'm making that everybody's problem now, sorry. 😅 And when I saw the prompts for the Pitch Perfect RarePair Week, specifically #5, I knew immediately what I had to do: a fanfic/fanfic illustration! (...Or 2. ........or 5....😂)
I've actually been working on this fanfic for... A while, shall we say, because I had a LOT of thoughts that I needed out of my head and a fanfic was the best way to accomplish that. I wasn't sure when I was gonna try to have it done, figured it would get there when it gets there, but this prompt fit just too perfectly not to take advantage of it, ya know? So my new plan was to have the fanfiction done in time to upload with this prompt, buuuutttt.... That didn't quite happen 😓 ya girl's been busy alright!
But. But. I did get Chapter 1 finished! And uploaded! A day early, no less! ...Except Chapter 1 doesn't actually include the prompt line in it, that'll be in Chapter 2 😅. So uh. That'll be written here soon, I promise. In the meantime, at least there's Chapter 1! AND bonus posts, linked above the cut! Check them out!
Now, to set the scene: we're 6 months past the ending of Pitch Perfect 3, keeping everything from canon (except for the Chloe/Chicago thing but that's not relevant here, that's relevant for a different pair of days). We're 2 and a half years post-Jesse and Beca breaking up due to the fact that their lives and careers were taking off on opposite ends of the continent; it was an amicable breakup, but not a happy one, and while both of them have moved on from the relationship (and Jesse has had--and then broken up with--another long term girlfriend), they both still harbor some feelings for each other. They both think that ship has sailed though...until Beca moves to LA as part of her partnership with DJ Khaled, right when the producers of the movie Jesse and his team are scoring have asked Khaled to write and produce an original song for their movie, and wouldn't you know it, he has a brand new, extremely talented music producer who'd be perfect for the project!
So of course, Jesse and Beca reunite completely by surprise, take some time to talk a few things out once they've each panic-called their respective in-town confidants Benji and Emily to freak out a little bit but it's fine they're chill, and start to reconnect over this new project they have together... And afternoon visits to the neighboring cafe, mutually grabbing lunch at a nearby combination-deli-and-bookstore, and, finally, a week after the Big Damn Reunion™, an actual honest-to-god dinner date-that's-definitely-a-first-date-but-they-won't-admit-it, at a fancy (but not too fancy, they're not quite stars yet) restaurant and everything.
This scene? Comes directly after that dinner; or, rather, it comes directly after they've finished their dinner, and Jesse (ever the gentleman) has walked Beca home, all the way up to her apartment door; it comes after they've just stood there for a long moment, neither really wanting to make the first move to leave, until, finally, Beca literally says "Fuck it!" And drags the poor man into the apartment by the lips and collar. 😂 After all that, here in the dead of night, under the moonlight, they finally just... Talk. Really talk, not just the small talk from the deli/bookstore, or discussing their project in the studio, or even the brief acknowledgements of their past and the ways they've each moved on, from that first day in the cafe. Now, they talk through everything. How they're feeling, what they want this thing between them to be... How absolutely fucking terrified they are of screwing this up again... And how much they want to try again anyways. This scene, right here, is the true beginning of their eventual, maybe-it-was, maybe-it-wasn't, maybe-it-doesn't-matter-if-it-was-or-wasn't, inevitable, happily ever after. Because, well... "If honesty means telling the truth... Well then, the truth is I'm still in love with you."
Below are some close ups to show the details I added--like Beca's plaques!--as well as an alternate edit with lower contrast, because I couldn't decide whether I liked the glow effects better or the dim nighttime atmosphere better. So, both. And finally, below that are the links to the rest of my RarePair Week entries!
Alternate low-contrast version (I couldn't decide which vibes I liked better so y'all get both):
Close Ups:
Days I'm Participating In (and the Entries I've Posted):
Day 1 (this is me trying): Link
Day 2 (I've missed you): Link
Day 5 (if honesty means telling the truth... Then the truth is I'm still in love with you): You Are Here!
Day 6 (there's no way that it's not going to happen with you looking at me like that): Link
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the
Organization for Transformative Works
Behold: the reason This Love (Taylor's Version) was my #1 song on my Spotify Wrapped this year, and likely 50% of the reason Taylor was my #1 artist as well.
When I say this fic has had me in a chokehold I mean that literally. I have been working on this thing for months. MONTHS! This is, to date, the longest single fic I have ever written, and it's barely even halfway done!
So, while I am aware that the target audience for a fic about a rarepair ship that approximately 75% of the fandom has as a NOTP (no judgement, I get it, we've all got one), written in Second Person POV no less, is uh... Miniscule, to say the least.
I will not be shutting up about this, actually. You will appreciate this, so help me god.
(I'm joking. Mostly. I wrote this thing entirely for myself but also please someone else read it I need more people to scream about this with besides two ride-or-die friends, my therapist, and a particularly supportive grandmother. I'm desperate here. 😭)