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Kicked butt for my first two praxis 1 scores (raw scores anyway) and to get into my university's teacher Ed program I can get the minimum on the writing (that still needs to be scored) and still be good to go; and honestly I feel like I knocked that out of the park too!! Yay!!
Praxis 1
Tried to take the praxis one writing, by mistake I applied for reading. When I got there they would not let me take it, instead I get a phone number that does nothing. So I just spent 85$ for nothing 😿 But I took the right one, now I have to take math and hope I pass bot of them
This morning, I have finally passed the critical reading section of my praxis exam (the praxis exams are needed for all education majors). This was my 3rd attempt and I finally passed! I passed my math and writing on my first attempt, but struggled with nerves and anxiety after failing the reading section twice. I can finally breathe! I'm an awful test taker and I could never judge someone who fails at them, because they truly are the worst.
Taking the praxis test today...
Ugh and I'm more worried about having to park at a meter and not having enough quarters than the actual test....
Taking the praxis 1 Saturday and tips???
I suck at college.
The one thing I hate most is failure. I can say that throughout my college career - I've had a lot of it.
I couldn't cut it out as a Music Education major. I have the voice, but I never was taught any theory before my Freshman year. So I got tutored, I studied 24/7 and nope, didn't pass and at the same time, killed my GPA for life basically.
Now I'm an Elementary Education major..and I wonder if I'm cut of for it. What is my right to teach any child anything if I can't pass a dumb math test? I've taken the Praxis 1 Math 4 times and have I passed yet? Fuck no. The last few times I've gotten close but lol close enough isn't good enough. I WISH I WAS GOOD AT MATH LIKE I WAS ENGLISH. I kicked the VCLA's ass.
What if I'm a bad teacher since I can't pass these tests? What if these tests show that later on (when) I do pass them that I won't be as great as teacher because when I do pass it - it will probably be the lowest score possible. I've never really cried much in my life but I feel like this semester, and the semester before it - I'm just been an emotional mess. I'm crying today because I missed passing by one point, I'll cry probably every day this week because what if I'm wasting my time over this? What if I never pass? and what if, okay, I pass this test but then I don't pass the Praxis 2?
Don't get me wrong, I love my major and always wanted to be a teacher, but lately, I don't know anymore. Maybe it isn't right for me.
Proof that I am simply skating by on life
On four hours of sleep, shivering for three hours, and a million tissues I passed the praxis with flying colors. At least the first two parts. We shall see about the writing, but really, I hate what this says about me. Once again, I've proved to myself that I can simply skate through life without worrying about any negative consequences. Blah...
On the bright side, I'm going to bed the moment I come back from this basketball game. Ugh I feel like shit.
