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[lordashir]

Please, my Lord. Could you show us how your perfectly cleaned boots crush everything in your path?

Here's a little taste. If you or anyone else wants more made to order, they can make an offering.

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[lordashir]

favorite word?

Sadistic.

[lordashir]

the other day i clicked on your blog by accident while i was stoned and the pic in your pinned scared my spine straight out of my body. anyway great blog love ur aesthetic

Boo, little darling. Boo. Thank you though.

[lordashir]

I haven’t been able to stop thinking about the video you made showing off the gloves. They truly look amazing on you, my Lord. I have a shorter offering for you this time, I got a little carried away imagining you forcing yourself inside me and didn’t notice the recording got cut off.

https://voca.ro/1j9mhp69I1xI

It's so funny to listen to you try and form words while you're so fucked brainless. I love listening to you narrate. I hope that big dildo hurt just a bit so it would feel like I was being a bit too rough with you. I wish I was there too child, I love hearing the word Father on your lips.

[lordashir]

Hello, my Lord. I hope you are doing well and this prayer catches your interest. I went for a walk this morning and found a pile of bones hidden amongst some large boulders and it made me think of you, Father. I took photos of them and decided to take some time to sit alongside the bones and think of my fears, so take this ask as an offering of the love I gave to the dead and the darkness in your name.

For myself, my biggest fear is the act of losing one's memory. I spend so much time throughout the day recounting memories, playing them back on loop in my mind like an old vhs tape. I may not have a photographic memory, but I can recall details so small people would question if I’m really just recalling a memory or truly reliving it when I share stories. Every now and then, I’ll get filled with this cold, inky dread, as if someone is putting a blanket over my memories and I worry I’ll lose them for good.

I often think about hypnosis or even being drugged, something that will let me be in the moment, crafting my stories and little memories, only to wake up the next morning empty. How would it feel to have no memories of something I could feel in my gut and my throat was an event worth remembering?

I don’t know that I would consider this a fear, but a long a similar line, I am very superstitious with writing. In my mind, once a memory or a thought has been written down, you have carved a place for it in the world and made it permanent. I am admittedly afraid of writing down my own memories most times, afraid of making them permanent in this world and something I can no longer recall on and twist in my mind so it brings me the feelings or pain I need it to.

It’s funny, I’m sitting here with these bones, thinking about how I wish they were better picked off, safer to transport because I think they would look beautiful on the altar I’m crafting in my mind for you. Writing this out here, I think I may incorporate a jar on your altar, my Lord. One where I could write down my memories in offering for you, Father. A gift from the most cherished part of my body, one that fills me with fear and dread normally but now fills me with peace knowing I am giving this up to You.

You are blessed good and faithful child. I hope you felt fragile and weak in the face of those bones knowing you'd join them one day. I think a lot about mindfucking, particularly with gaslighting and memory. I want my victims to treat what I say as reality, to abandon their own judgement and just accept that I am the arbiter of their world. The tools to make this so; drugs, abuse, lovebombing, are all optional in pursuant to this goal. You need to give up your trust in yourself, to lean into my power and let me care for you, to build your reality for you. I'm eager to see this altar of yours.

[lordashir]

3, 6, 9, 40 and 42 <3 booping yr snoot btw >:3c

Greedy little boy. 3. What's a kink you don't normally talk about? Omorashi. I love making people piss themselves and try to hold it in. Especially if I kick and press on their bladder.

6. What does debriefing from sex look like for you? Me holding you very very tight and stroking you, asking you lots of questions and bragging about how fucked up that just was.

9. What's a song you like to hear during, before, and after sex? Venus in Furs by the Velvet Underground.

40. How well can you fuck while drunk? Dangerously well especially for cnc or pred play. It is... risky to let me take off the inhibitions and play in the world of paper.

42. Do you prefer talking during sex? Yes. Yes. Yes. Touch is no substitute for talk and I talk a lot and expect you to participate. I'm going to give you phrases to repeat, to make you beg, and to tell me exactly what you're thinking.

[lordashir]

1, 6, 19 ? also smorching your forehead and hoping you are staying cool in this heat wave

1) What is your favorite place of worship

I'm a sucker for catholic churches like so many people but nothing beats an abandoned little white country church in the woods.

6) Whats your favorite faith base ritual?

Big fan of Mulsim Salat, bowing till your face touches the floor and praying 5 times a day goes hard.

12) what is something you consider an omen?

Finding bones, dark storms, moonless nights and shadows.

[lordashir]

I’ll ride your boot

Beg first like a good girl.