Plotted AU-starter for @preemptivejustice
He does not want to be here.
Fuck, no, Marc does not want to be where he is right now. Does not want to be at this place - doesn't want to exist within this room right now, the building, the city, even. A part of him also doesn't want to be in this country, actually - if he could, he would even leave the planet behind and... fuck off to whatever-land.
Anywhere but here, anywhere but... now.
Granted, people have been rather nice to him so far - nicer than expected. But they're still doing their job, and he's still mentally unstable, apparently. He's served food, they've shown him his new surroundings, his room, explained to him which stuff he's allowed to have and which he is not; Good, yeah, that's good, whatever.
But Marc is still here, and he doesn't want to be here. He wants to go back where he belongs, wants to go back to what feels familiar to him - wants to wear a different uniform than what he is currently asked to wear: A white sweatshirt, white sweatpants, loafers. At least it's comfortable, but... it's different, and it's not what he wants.
Nothing is like what he wants, honestly.
If he only hadn't done that stupid thing he cannot even remember having done in the first place. He's got no memory of it besides... besides waking up in the washroom with his hands and clothes covered in blood, with his own face staring back at him from the mirror above the sink, sweaty and dirty and red and---
---Eyes squeezing shut, with Marc bringing a hand up to his face, fingers pressing against those covered eyeballs. He's seeing stars for a moment there in return because of that pressure he applies, but then those digits pinch the bridge of his nose instead, accompanied by a deep inhale of a breath he's been holding onto for too long.
He doesn't want to be here. Doesn't want to sit in front of a fucking desk made of glass where the supposed Doctor is sitting and staring at him, surrounded by white, clean walls and clean decorations and clean windows and clean, sterile air---
---A noise suddenly pulls him out of wherever the fuck he'd been within his thoughts; Did that man just speak to him? If he did, Marc didn't understand a single thing. He blinks his eyes back open and lowers his hand, then allows dark irises to flick up and meet the gaze of the other - brows knit, a hesitant, displeased expression on Marc's own, tired features.
"...Huh?"












