ITS SOOOO HARDDD TO STAY ON TRACKKK WHEN ALL I WANNA DO IS DOUBLE FIST IN & OUT 😭
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ITS SOOOO HARDDD TO STAY ON TRACKKK WHEN ALL I WANNA DO IS DOUBLE FIST IN & OUT 😭
I'm so overwhelmed & I feel like absolute crap & I just want to cry & rot alone. All bc my dad threw away part of a laughing cow cheese wedge I was saving for later....
I posted a video on my insta of me posing a few weeks ago & it wasn't that good but my coach commented on it & she is such a sweetheart! I am so lucky to be surrounded by people who motivate & support me! I love the response I've gotten from everyone with choosing to compete. My family is being extremely supportive & my coach has done nothing but build me up from the beginning. If I'm having a bad day, or if I'm struggling in any way I know that I can count on her to help lift me up. I am so lucky. I may be the one competing, but this is definitely a group effort. I have a very solid support system & I couldn't be more greatful
Might macro hoard Monday & get a cookie dough donut from Krispy Kreme..... Low protein, low carbs, just high fats. I'll eat protein powder, chicken, egg whites & oats to make up for it