About a lot of shxt. I still don't feel comfortable in my spot like I wish I was. But hey there will always be problems always will be something I don't like and eventhough I'm learning to be appreciative, I realized I am, but not vocally. So that, I'm dealing with too. There are things that I see happening that I really don't like nor appreciate -being done in front of me. I never opened my mouth about it before because I felt that I didn't have the right to, but now the my role has changed, I'm possibly gonna bring it up at one time or another because they way things happen, played out in my head from the outside lookin in- shxt don't add up or make sense to me or whatever and you know I'm logical about the way things happen. And, yes, I need and plan on getting an answer about this so I can figure out how to feel. Either A, I'm gonna go off and be upset Or B, brush it off and make a joke about it and then in 12-24hrs let it go. So becareful of how that gets explained. I need to know the connection. Also, don't get mad at this cuz this is my place to vent.