I'm trying to prepare myself to let go. I just don't know how I'm gonna do it because I don't want to. But I just can't keep on. He changed his pic to him and his wife. It made me feel like shit. As soon as he did it he text me to see if I was ok. I tried to say I was but I had to admit I wasn't. I hated that. I can't keep doing that to myself. I did this to myself. Why am I so stupid? What did I think was gonna happen? Did I think he was gonna fall in love with me? Oh gosh....it's gonna hurt so much. How do I prepare myself for that? How do I make myself ok with the fact that my heart is gonna break and I'm just going to have to ride the pain out.