Sep 27, 2023
D*hm*r Addiction
I've gone from mild interest to full mental investment. Those who know, know. I woke up this morning with a true crime documentary from last night still on my mind. I had coffee and cigarettes for breakfast and sat on our small balcony to let the melancholy wash over me with a tragic figure in mind. Not a crush or intense attraction, but a thought provoking connection. I recognize your isolation and lack of understanding in yourself. I don't forgive you for what you've done for it's not for me to forgive, but I can see your inner struggle for what it is and accept that you deserve to rest. Didn't want to be sentimental but the chilly morning made me think of you and appreciate what you never had ✴️