every mess i make, i make on purpose

gayboy/22/INTP

[ifmypeacecouldfindawayout]

Seeing as my last one was so popular, I decided to update.

[butchboromir]

[boyinthe-blog]

Hi,

I am new to the tc and J*ff community and I wanted to say that your post really spoke to me. I recently watched the documentary and I feel so lost in loneliness sometimes. I really want to connect with people but I'm scared. I was lurking for a while last year, but I always too scared to talk to people, now it's too late because everyone's left and I'm feeling more isolated than ever.

Thanks for the censor, since that's obligatory to stay on this site. I've been more of a lurker myself before the disappearance of all those blogs. I'm sure they're still around somewhere. I'm open to talk to most people who are respectful so feel free, I'm not scary(obviously don't, if you're a minor). Thank you for your vulnerable message though, you're much braver than you give yourself credit for 🤷‍♂️ and yes, he's easy to feel empathy for beacuse he expressed feelings that many of us have felt deeply.

[mothcub]

Just try 🙂

[corpse-fucker]

[singinginthedarknumber2]

@tobify-me

[boyinthe-blog]

D*hm*r Addiction

I've gone from mild interest to full mental investment. Those who know, know. I woke up this morning with a true crime documentary from last night still on my mind. I had coffee and cigarettes for breakfast and sat on our small balcony to let the melancholy wash over me with a tragic figure in mind. Not a crush or intense attraction, but a thought provoking connection. I recognize your isolation and lack of understanding in yourself. I don't forgive you for what you've done for it's not for me to forgive, but I can see your inner struggle for what it is and accept that you deserve to rest. Didn't want to be sentimental but the chilly morning made me think of you and appreciate what you never had ✴️

[boyinthe-blog]

Lost More

Not sure whether or not I'm happy about my weight loss. I gained back what I was supposed(advised) to and now I've lost it. It's very early, much too early to be measuring. I stopped paying attention to my meals the last few weeks and it just happened. So many mixed feelings because I still feel quite wide, but I know I can't trust my perception. Perhaps it's time for a McDonald's trip as soon as my companion wakes the fuck up ✴️

[oatmilkylatte]

I was on Twitter on and off for a bit and it always felt to me like we were in this big auditorium with everyone screaming over eachother whereas tumblr feels like we're all hanging out in our own rooms passing notes under the door.

[cybervoidd]

[boyinthe-blog]

The silence is so loud today

It could be because I've had a coffee this evening, but there's something different in the air. A buzzing tension or simmering. It's actually so strange how head-empty I become when I scour through online conversations. A wise person once said

"It's called a thread because if you spend hours arguing online with strangers, your life is hanging by one"

I should take my own advice and stay off reddit. I don't even argue, I argue with them in my mind like

Yeah, that's what I would say if I replied rn

If i thought i was spiraling before, these imaginary arguments are quite telling lol ✴️

[boyinthe-blog]

Blocked List

I made the discovery that if you block someone through an anonymous ask, they will appear on your blocked list. Interesting. Waking up to hate and judgement from someone who's probably covered in mold from sitting at their computer all day is quite funny, until you realize how sad it really is. Anyway, Good morning to everyone, I hope you enjoy that coffee or tea you're having. And remember that there is so much more than what is on your screens, and that nuisance that seems to have such strong opinions about you is far, far away in reality. ✴️

[collisionofyourk1ss]

Skelanimals :3

[boyinthe-blog]

Idk who that other anon is but I bet it's just someone who hates themselves. You're a very beautiful person and don't EVER be discouraged just because of someone's I'll choice of words. You're posts are lovely and absolutely great!

🌻

(I'm an anon that always signs off with an emoji and positive vibes, or goofy depending on who I message 😁)

Positive Vibe anon! :]

Hello.

Thank you for making another positive message to have on my blog. Amongst all the sad posts, these are welcome <3

I just laugh at those other type of idiotic anons now, have a good day 💫

[boyinthe-blog]

Could you stop posting ur chubby face and body? No one wants to see that. go back to posting male models

I'll only answer one since you've been so relentless in sending these. You can probably tell what kind of blog I used to be. I'm in a better place mentally now, so please fuck off with these baiting anons. I have stability in my life, sorry that you obviously don't.

[symfoniauczuc]

[cutenervousyoungthing]

time for bed !

[chestercigarettes]

time to be with myself

[sour-hatchet-kid]