#pretty lengthy

[mikeytrd]

Connverse episode idea

Connie and Steven head over to the lighthouse for another picnic when suddenly they stumble upon the lenses to Connie’s old glasses upon discovering the old lenses they remembered what happened on that day, the picnic, the story and how they almost kissed until the discovery of Steven’s healing saliva, shrugging off the memories in awkward laughter they look into each others eyes faces covered in red and did what should’ve happened years ago 

[little-stardork]

Personal life stuff, read if you'd like.

What I realized in the past few months is there is no way in hell I'm going to get anywhere by accomplishing that. In today's economy and society, I will never be able to stabilize myself enough to start pursuing an acting career without starting another career all together. I can't motivate myself in college to take classes necessary for a fallback career because that is not what I want to do. Maybe if I wanted to be a game or web designer I would apply myself more, but the fact of the matter is I don't.

That's why I'm taking matters into my own hands and just saying fuck it to everything and I'm going to pursue this career. I'm going to do whatever the fuck I can from here on out to get my name out there and get consistent work in the field I am passionate about.

I don't want to be a military officer, or a nuclear engineer, or a web designer, or a game developer, or a courier. I want to act. Acting is my life, it is everything I've ever wanted in life and I am going to make sure I succeed. I will never get anywhere in this business if I keep telling myself I'm not good enough or I'm not ready. If I want this that badly, I need to fucking prove it not only to myself but everyone around me.

I will become an actor, and I will be damned if there's a thing in this world that can stop me.

[savingavin]

i have two weeks off and i have time to get my act together :| 

that being said, because i suck, i'm gonna have to cancel  most of the paras i have going on.

the only ones i'm for sure keeping rn are

the sweetest flavor | cas

cater to you | hunter

making music of our own | cas

that being said, again, if you really want to try and finish a para with me, like you really want it, just let me know and i'll work on it, i swear.

if you couldn't care less, have mercy :'|

also once i've cancelled those paras i'm definitely open to start up new ones :| and i swear i'll keep them going. i swear on my life!